~Zethary's POV

"And Ferrin, I'm sorry for your loss."

Awkward silence enveloped us, Hector didn't flinched and I remained standing, my back to them while trying to conceal what's inside me.

Anger, pain, sorrow and grief. And maybe pity, Thalia is like my sister. Wala mang nakakaalam kung gaano kami kalapit pero mula bata ay magkasama na kaming dalawa.

I feel sorry for her and her baby. I am responsible for it.

"A-Ano'ng sabi mo?"

Ferrin's face held different emotions that only he could distinguish. He was shocked. His eyes widened, lips trembled and he hadn't move for minutes.

Tanging magbuntong hininga lang din ang nagawa ko.

Hector broke the silence, in low thick voice, he told Ferrin what happened.

"She was shot in the stomach...the baby’s gone, Ferrin. I wasn't able to save the child, we were too late."

I shut my eyes tightly. Ferrin started to mumble mixed words that I couldn't understand later on. He slammed the table and yelled in extreme anger. He tried to run away, as if gonna chase someone, maybe the killer of his child but we both stopped him.

"Let go of me! I will go to Thalia! I will go to Thalia! I will kill that man! Let go!"

He struggled to escape our graps and when he did, he attacked us. I can see great fury and nothing but fury in his eyes. Hindi niya na kami nakilala sa sobrang galit at paghihinagpis.

"Tabi! Tumabi kayo kung ayaw niyong kayo ang patayin ko!"

His fists flew, it's raining in the air. I can feel in his every punch and kicks that he's not even holding back. He was lost.

"Ferrin! Stop!" Hector tried to dodge his attacks but he's too strong. Hector was hit in the face and almost faint because of the impact.

Ferrin almost escape too but this time, I'm the one fighting him. Unlike Hector, I won't let him hit me and escape so he could ruin the plan. I will stop him and if it means hurting him then I will.

"Let go Zethary! Hayaan mo akong pagbayarin sila sa ginawa nila! Papatayin ko lahat ng Stavros ng mag-isa! Hinding-hindi ko sila hahayaang magsaya habang kakamatay lang ng anak ko!"

He was shouting while trying to outbalance me but I could always dodge his attacks. I can read all of his moves and I'm slowly getting impatient with this.

Can't he just try thinking?! Fuck, he's becoming foolish!

"And what? Get yourself killed? You want to leave Thalia alone after losing her baby?"

Sa huli ay sinipa ko na siya ng malakas sa tiyan dahilan para mapaatras siya.

Hector was fast enough to tie him then in the chair. He strived to escape but the ropes are too huge for him.

Nanlilisik ang mga mata niya at nagsilaglagan ang mga luhang nagpapakita kung gaano kasakit ang mawalan.

Hindi lang naman siya ang nawalan, lahat kami. Marami sa amin. Masakit pero wala kaming magagawa sa ngayon. He can't just go out, go to the Stavros and get himself killed. He's a good catch, if Veltier will hold him captive, he'll suffer even more.

He's not thinking, damn obvious.

"Ferrin, isipin mo si Thalia! Siya ang kapitan mo at huwag ka munang magwala! You're going to feed yourself to Stavros? Nababaliw ka na ba?" Si Hector habang tinatalian maging ang mga binti niya.

Napapikit na lang ako ng mariin at napasabunot sa sarili kong buhok. Ilang beses akong huminga ng malalim at kinalma ang sarili ko.

Nang tignan ko siya ulit ay nakatulala na siya ngayon sa kawalan habang nagsisilaglagan ang mga luha sa kaniyang mata.

"T-Thalia…amore…my child…my child…" he is like a lost boy, seeking for his mom's comfort.

Tila nanghihina na siyang kumawala ngayon sa mga lubid at tanging pag-iyak na lang ang kayang gawin.

"The baby's gone, Ferrin. My cousin needs you so you better be here, tied and weak than get yourself killed. I am sorry," Hector said in straight face.

"If you want to avenge your child's death, then take care of yourself and Thalia. Let them be for now, we have our own turn to shine. We'll take everything back in no time," I added.

But I bet he don't even hear us. His eyes are conquered by grief and pain. His turning paler and paler every seconds.

"Hahayaan ka naming makaalis at makita si Thalia pero kontrolin mo ang sarili mo. We need you to cooperate, Ferrin. Think and control your anger." Hector then stood up and placed a knife in the long wooden table.

I sighed heavily again and stood straight. I remained stoic while staring at him whose still weak.

Things changed, they aren't as they were before. The table has turned and sadly, not in our side. We need the help we could get and losing a companion again is another damage.

"Ferrin," Hector called him again but he's still so lost.

Nagkatinginan kami ni Hector at sabay napabuntong hininga. Naglakad na siya palapit sa'kin at hinayaan na namin si Ferrin na damdamin ang sakit at pighati ng pagkawala ng anak niya.

That was his first born. What a waste.

"I think he needs more time to process it all. He just knew, he's still fragile," Hector renounced.

"Then I trust him in your hands, there's nothing I can do to a man who is miserably lost."

"I promise to bring him to the Hospital later if his fine already. You may go now to visit your wife, Zethary." He gave me a small smile and a nod.

Somehow, I felt calmer and bolder. The desire to see my wife surfaced. I didn't think twice and I gave him a single tap in his shoulder before I walked away and went to the rooftop.

The chopper is waiting patiently when I arrived, and when we were about to take off, Ferrin came with a messy face.

Nakasunod sa kanya si Hector na walang sinabi at napakibit-balikat lang. Sumampa na si Ferrin at naupo sa tabi ko. Wala pa rin siya sa sarili pero ngayon ay kaunting hinahon na.

Ilang boses siyang napapikit ng mariin at napalunok ng ilang ulit. Hanggang sa nakarating kami sa De'Medici Private Hospital ay ganun pa rin siya.

Halos liparin namin pareho ang helipad at ang elevator nang makarating kami at ngayon ay pareho ng balisa.

But that was just for seconds, my composure was back again when we arrived at the right floor. While Ferrin's like an air.

Agad siyang nawala sa harapan ko at tumakbo kung saan, napabuntong hininga na lang ako.

He ran off, does he even know where is the room of Thalia?

Minsan talaga nakakatanga ang ganito. Hindi ko rin siya masisisi, nang kakabaril pa lang kay Athaia'y para rin akong mababaliw.

I thought that I'll be able to destroy even the Earth if she won't wake up any minute. When she was unconscious and weak, still inside the operating room, everything in me was stirred up. Kulang na lang ay magwala rin ako kung hindi ko lang pilit hinahamig ang sutwasyon.

"Where's her room? Where is she? I can't see her here?! Damn!" He appeared again, now even miserable and fucked up.

I was on my way to my wife's room when he just popped up from somewhere.

I gave him a bored look then. "Room 453——" I wasn't finish yet when he just rudely dashed off to find the room.

Another heavy and deep sigh spilled out because of it. The room is just a  block away from Athaia's. He's just too occupied to notice that I stopped next to him.

Nang makapasok siya ay saka rin ako pumasok sa kwarto ni Athaia. Walang bantay dito dahil nasa labas at baba lahat.

As I've said, De'Medici has the security that even a Freñier couldn't afford. They are a wild and wide group, just quietly doing and handling things.

They doesn't have to be here to secure the patients. Nevertheless, I still leave room for doubts. But I am lesser worried now.

When I got in, the dim light filled my view, then a wide space almost like a small cabin emerged. I locked the door and reached for the light's switch near the wall.

When the dim light was replaced by the brighter one, the image of my wife on the bed elegantly appeared.

My eyes dropped close as my heart was filled by joy and hope. I couldn't help but swallow the lamp in my throat and shakily approached her bed.

When I was right beside her bed, I went rigid again. I felt my body limbs in anticipation, desire, fascinations, yearning, longing, urge, lust, passion and love.

It's been a while, my love.

My eyes heated up when I had a focused glimpse in her gorgeous and innocent face. She looks really elegant and sophisticated even in this situation. Her hair isn't that long anymore, nonetheless, I still love it. Her short black and silky hair was scattered in her soft pillow, her head's facing me and her hands were weakly yet gracefully leaned upon the soft mattress.

How I miss her elegant facade.

"Amore," it was uttered in pure bliss. I then slowly let myself dropped in the floor, in my knees.

"Mi manchi, mia moglie." My fingers traced her soft and porcelain skin up to her face in closed eyes.

She's sleeping peacefully.

"I-I m-iss you so much…love…" I felt a warm liquid fell in my cheek, but then I didn't bother.

My chest is heavy and filled with so much love and passion for her. My fascinations were all coming true. The love I felt for her replaced all the anger, fury and pain that everything had brought.

All I want now is to hug her, touch her, feel her and kiss her.

"A lot has happened…you missed so much, love…" I continued caressing her cheek in my most gentle manner.

"So please…let me hear your voice again…let me her how elegant your laughs are…please, give me that same smile again…wake up now, love."

Another hot tears fell from my eyes as I continued uttering all of my wishes and prayers.

I desired for her to be mine and for her to fall in love with me. Just then, she admitted that she is but it didn't even reached another day and she was shot.

I failed to protect her in most adept way. I shouldn't failed twice.

"I need you…here and now, beside me. Alive and happily laughing. Strong and wild, teasingly addicting…" I swallowed hard to mumble another phrase. "So wake up now, Athaia. I need your affection." I brought her hand in my lips and I kissed it gently passionate.

"Magising ka lang, iuuwi na agad kita sa Pilipinas, 'diba yun ang gusto mo? Basta gumising ka na, ibibigay ko lahat ng gusto mo, lahat ng kailangan mo, lahat ng hilingin mo kahit ano pa yun, ibibigay ko magising ka lang ulit. Hindi kita paiiyakin, hindi kita bibigyan ng sama ng loob."

I felt bad all of the sudden, I realized that I just decided now, to give her what she wanted for so long. The Philippines. When she's still okay and conscious, I never granted her wish.

How cruel I was. I felt guilty for not granting her wish.

"Wake up now, amore. I'm all here, waiting patiently." I struggled to climb up her bed, sat near her and comb her soft and silky hair.

While I couldn't take my eyes off her face, then my eyes dropped in her reddish thin lips. I was madly dreaming for those lips to be mine. But now they are mine.

"You're my greatest treasure and will always be my treasure. Let me devote everything to you," I uttered lowly, trying to resist myself from kissing her.

But in no time, I found myself leaning down and giving her a gentle kiss.

How I wish she'll respond…but! Of course she did not. She's not awake yet.

Sa huli ay namumungay ang matang patagilid akong nahiga sa tabi niya habang inaantok siyang tinititigan ng mariin.

I gracefully smell her hair. Even unbathe for a day, the fragrance of her shampoo's still there. She smell great too even after a day without a bath.

It gave me luxury and more sleepy moment. I am so sleepy, my eyes badly want to drop but I couldn't let myself take a nap.

I want to watch over her the whole night, but then exhaustion defeated me.I feel comfort while lying even in most nonideal position.

Slowly, everything just disappeared in endless darkness.

I woke up when I felt a light force digging my stomach and a tingling fingertips trailing from my eyes, nose and lips.

I heard cute laughs and playful voices, I thought I was just dreaming but when a soft thing touched my lips, my eyes just opened.

And what welcomed me almost took my breath away. My mouth just parted and her tongue slipped in.

Gulat at tulala ako nang makita siyang halos nakadagan na sa'kin at gumagalaw.

S-She's really moving!

I almost choke in my own saliva but when I felt her stiffened, my hand just flew to push her head closer again.

I let us be engaged in a deep, aggressive and passionate kiss. Her upper lip feels so soft, her lower lip's so delectable, palatable and really tender that I couldn't help but bite it.

Wala sa sariling napa-angat ako ng kaunti para mas mahalikan siya at mayakap. Habang siya ay unti-unti na ring bumabawi at gumaganti ng halik.

When I was completely seated, I pulled her closer to me. My arms conquered her small waist and back. Her hands wound around my neck and she passionately gave me back the kisses that I invested.

I rejoiced in bliss and that's when I realized that it's real. She's awake now and alive. In my arms and had gained strength.

Just then I found myself smiling, catching my breath and uttering prayers and curses in both time.

My chest pounded hard in joy and delight. Hanggang sa ang tanging nagawa ko ay ang yakapin siya ng mahigpit habang naghahabol ng hininga at napapikit ng mariin.

If this is just a dream, I don't wanna wake up.

"P-Please…tell me this is real…" I unconsciously uttered in a deep voice. Then I heard her teasing tone.

"You won't feel how good my lips are if this is not real….Zethary."

My world crumpled in joy when I heard her lovely voice, followed by her teasing laugh.

And when she looked up to see me, I lost the strength that I built for years. My tears just fell together with my smile and broken voice.

"Athaia…."

"Zethary,"

"A-Athaia…"

"Zethary,"

"A-Athaia…"

"Zethary." A playful smile appeared in her lips as she tugged her brows up.

I remained unmoving, cozily staring at her elegance. Watching her graceful crazy antics.

Then she frowned and childishly tugged her head up, revealing much of her neck. Then she slowly tilted her head and gave me her enticing look.

"Call my name again and I'll kiss you," she muttered with a wide grin.

And without further ado, I recalled her name in most lovable manner that I know.

"Obedient!" She gleefully exclaimed and just throw herself to me for a deep smooth.

Muli akong napapikit at akmang hahalikan siya pabalik nang humiwalay na siya sa'kin.

Tulala ko siyang tinignan at napakurap ako. Dahan-dahan akong tumawa at napalunok.

I can't explain a thing.

"Stop crying now, I'm awake. I'm fine, I won't leave you." She innocently wiped my face and then she smiled sweetly.

"I miss you…" she mumbled before my lips. Until now, I still can't believe that she's awake.

Everything made me weak and mute. She frowned again when I offered no reply.

"Bakit? Ano'ng problema mo at hindi ka nagsasalita? Ayaw mo ba sumagot?" Reklamo niya. Her voice.

"Cat got your tongue? Pepe ka na, wala kang masabi kasi ang ganda ko 'no?" Tumawa siya.

"O dahil miss mo'ko? Hmm….now you're speechless. How's that for a welcome? Zethary Freñier!" Lastly, she snapped her fingers. She still has IV in her hand and it's starting to bleed because of her wild movements.

"I-I miss you…"  I finally muttered.

"Alam ko. T-The feeling is mutual." She cleared her throat, as if shy. Then she grimaced. "Hindi mo man lang ba ako kakamustahin? 'Hello, Athaia, how's your sleep?' 'Di ka ba na-bored kakahiga sa kama? Di kaba napago——"

I couldn't take it all and I just grabbed her for a tight hug. I felt her stiffened but I didn't care. I breathed hard in her neck and cussed.

Damn. Yes, Athaia. I want to ask you how's your sleep, if you're bored. And yes, I missed you.

"I'm sorry," but instead asking those things, I felt guilty. "I'm sorry, I was a cruel husband to you. Even your simple wish, I couldn't grant it. Please let me make it up to you, this time, I'll give you want you want. If you want to go back in the Philippines, or if you want to go with me everyday in the office, I'll let you and you won't hear me complain," mahaba kong sabi.

Hinaplos ko ang buhok niya at inamoy siya kahit na wala na akong maamoy. My nose clogged!

Damn!

Agad siyang humiwalay sa'kin at tinignan ako na para bang may nagbago sa'kin. As if she couldn't believe me.

Then she arched her brows. "Seriously? For real? Ano 'yong sinabi mo? Wala akong naintindihan," saad niya at umiling-iling pa.

Napangiti lang ako at umiling. "Wala, sabi ko kamusta ang tulog mo?"

"Okay naman, marami akong napanaginipang walang kwenta. Hays! Pero ano nga yung pinagsasabi mo kanina?" Her forehead creased.

Now I'm confused. Really? Was she serious? Wala talaga siyang naintindihan sa sinabi ko?

Ang haba nun…

"Uhm, I said nothing serious." Napa hilot ako sa sentido ko. Tell me, Zethary, she's shot in the chest, right? But why does her head—I think her head—damn!

She's fine! Her head is fine! She's just like this because she just woke up.

"Anong problema? Masakit ba ulo mo?" Tanong niya at hinawakan ang sentido ko.

That made me smile. Ah, my innocent little teaser.

"Okay lang ako." I caught her wrist, I saw the dextrose in the back of her palm bleeding.

"Does it hurt?"

"Hindi naman,"

"Hmm, gutom ka ba? Nauuhaw? Tell me, I'll be your slave for a while." Her eyes then glimmered and she smirked.

"Ahem! Nakalimutan ko, dapat gutom pala ako," bulong-bulong niyang dinig na dinig ko naman.

"You'll be my slave, huh?" Ngising ulit niya. Tumango ako. Doon ko lang din napansing nakaluhod pala siya sa kama at bahagyang nakadagan sa'kin.

I smiled and didn't bother to remind her. "Ahem, then…I want to eat lasagna, burger, yung malaki at may cheese ha pero walang gulay. Then pizza, chicken joy pero gusto ko ikaw mismo magluluto at kanin, tapos milk shake." She closed her eyes tightly. "I'm so darn hungry, uhaw na rin ako—paabot ng tubig!" She ordered exaggeratedly.

I resist my laugh and gently held her in the waist. "Let me do my job then, my bad but can you excuse me?"

Her eyes widened when she realized our position. She immediately went off. "Faster! I'm hungry," utos niya.

Agad akong lumapit sa lamesa kung saan may pitcher na puno ng tubig. Nagsalin ako sa baso at agad siyang binalikan.

When I got back, I saw her sitting then. She's resisting a smile too as I noticed. I can't stop gazing at her face.

"I'll just look for the food that I ordered ready in the fridge," paalam ko.

Bago ko siya pinalipat dito ay pinahanda ko na lahat. I chose the room where there's a mini-kitchen, a mini-dining table, a set of sofa, TV, bathroom and rest room.

I saw a cooked rice in the rice cooker that's for sure, cooked by our servant, Freya.

Then a ready viands in the fridge. I took some and readied it in the table. Nagtimpla rin ako ng milktea, milk shake at pineapple juice. I also get a mango float and lastly, I ordered lasagna over the phone.

Nagbalat din ako ng prutas at nilagay lahat sa isang maliit na pinggan. When I'm almost done, I caught a glimpse of her that almost took my breath away.

"Athaia, b-bakit tumayo ka na agad?" Alalang tanong ko at binitawan ang kutsilyo. I guided her towards the dining table.

"Kalma, hindi ako inbalido," sabi niya lang.

I heaved a deep breath in worry. Kalma, hindi ako inbalido. So, does she need to be like that for her to be careful?

Kahit kailan talaga….

"The food can wait,"

"I can't wait. I'm so hungry, Zeth. Gusto mo ba akong magutom?" She sulked.

Damn, she doesn't need to and no, I won't let her be starved. Tsk.

"Hindi," maikli kong tugon at inayos ang IV pole para makakain siya ng mabuti.

"Yun naman pala eh!" Matagumpay ang ngiting sambit niya kaya napa-iwas lang ako ng tingin. Her smile is always radiant. It made me wants to just kiss her endlessly.

"Where's the lasagna?"

"On the way, amore. A little patience,"

"Hmm?" Her hum sounds seducing that it made me turn my head to her.

There I caught her grinning from ear to ear as she stared at me. I don't know what she's thinking right now but I know it's always about teasing me.

"Kumain ka na, mamaya na yung lasagna." I pushed the plate towards her. When she looked at it, she frowned again.

"At ikaw?"

"I'm good. Go on, eat. I'll be here, I'll wait for the lasagna." Tinignan niya ako at ngumuso. Then she tapped the chair beside her.

"Maging sweet ka naman sa'kin minsan," she complained teasingly.

What?

"A-Aren't I?" Damn, Zethary.

I want to be but I don't know how to do it. Should I tell her sweet words, do sweet gestures or things? But is what I'm doing wrong?

"Not really. Madalas ang seryuso mo lang kaya. Tss, strict," she said the last word like a poison.

I swallowed hard and obediently went near her. I sat beside her and my hand just rested in her waist. This is my favorite spot.

"Ang kamay mo. Nakakakiliti kaya," reklamo niya.

She then removed my hand in there and glared at me. But I just gave her an arched look and rested my hand in her knee instead.

She glared at me again. Now with a sharper eyes. I just tilted my head and tugged my brows.

"Kumain ka na lang kasi," mahina kong saad at kinuha ang kutsara.

Susubuan ko na lang, ang bagal eh. Akala ko ba gutom 'to? Kung hindi ko lang alam na pinaglululuko niya na naman ako malamang iisipin kong isip bata siya.

"Come on, eat. You need this for energy." I held the spoon near her pouted mouth. She looked at me first before she gracefully opened her mouth and accept the food.

"Ang kamay mo nga kasi…hindi ba pwedeng alisin 'yan?" Reklamo na naman niya.

Muntik na akong matawa pero kinagat ko ang labi ko. I can't laugh, or else she won't eat.

"I'll remove my hand if you finish these." Her eyes grew bigger, this time it held accusations.

"I-Ibig mo sabihin mamaya pa? Pero Zeth? Nakikiliti ako…" she pouted again. My eyes slowly dropped in her lips.

Damn.

"Then eat fast," I managed to say and looked at her eyes. "Or I'll eat you?" Her eyes held confusion.

Damn! Hindi niya pa ata naintindihan ang sinabi ko. Muntik na akong matawa pero pilit akong sumeseryuso.

"Ha? Anong kakainin mo ako? Nakakain na pala ako ngayon?" Panunuya niya.

I breathed harshly to resist myself from blurting. Okay, Zethary. She's innocent. Damn innocent that she didn't know you're already talking dirty.

"Want me to show you how?" But then, I can't help but continue my craziness. Mas lalo siyang nalito at 'di niya na namamalayang tinatanggap niya na pala ng walang reklamo ang bawat subo ko sa kanya.

"Sige nga, paano? Lulunukin mo'ko?"

"Oo,"

"Kalukuhan! Didn't know you joke,"

"I'm not joking. Men can really eat women and reverse." She glared at me.

"What?!"

"Before, I don't like eating anyone but…it changed when we met," damn, Zethary. Just stop.

"You're crazy," natatawang sabi niya. Yeah, I'm crazy.

"I really don't get you, sometimes you're weird," she said, now looking into the plate, "minsan pa—wait! Grabe, nakaubos na ako ng isang pinggan!" Tila gulat niyang anas.

Ngumiti na lang ako nang masama niya akong tinignan pero sa huli ay siya na mismo ang nagsalok ulit ng pagkain.

Siya na rin ang nagsubo sa sarili niya at nang mapatingin sa'kin ay iniumang niya ang isang kutsarang kanin at ulam.

"Eat," she ordered and I obeyed without second thought.

I watched her eat so graceful and sophisticated. I don't know why and how can she manage to do that but she really look so perfect in my eyes.

Seconds later, a knock was heard. When I checked who it was, I saw Freya and she handed me the lasagna.

"Forgive me, I hadn't cook your Chicken yet," sabi ko pagkarating.

Ngumisi lang siya at uminom ng milk shake habang ngingiti-ngiting nakatingin sa'kin.

I tilted my head and struggled to crease my forehead. Why's she grinning again?

"Bakit?"

"Wala, pansin ko lang na ang gwapo——"

"Ko?" I cut her short.

"Duuh? Si Kuya Knave, ang gwapo niya last time," she denied. I just heaved a deep sigh.

Here she comes.

"Masakit yung dibdib ko," bigla ay saad niya at nakita ko siyang napapikit, hawak niya ang kaniyang dibdib.

"W-What?" I immediately panicked and I don't know where to hold her. Inabot ko ang pisngi niya at tinignan siyang mabuti.

"What's wrong? Why did it hurt suddenly?"

"Aba malay ko, ako ba doktor, ha?" Pamimilisupo niya. I felt the urge to tap her forehead but stopped myself.

"I'll call the doctor. Wait here, I'll just go to the——"

"Please don't leave me." She held me by the wrist and gripped my shirt tightly.

"But——"

"Just give me a healing kiss," blushing, she said.

That's when I realized something. I noticed that she's not placing her palm in her chest now and she seems fine.

I gulped. This woman really knows no authority, situation, and yes! She's really a tease. She really knows how to play her cards well.

"My pleasure…amore." I leaned down seductively, making her blushed even more.

I'm serious, I'm really really serious.

She just can't play me like this. I was sick worried!

"But a warning, Athaia…" I shut my eyes.

Zethary, remember your promise. Be patient and be kind. Really really kind. You promised to give her all that could make her happy, right? Even if she plays you in her palm.

Darn. Kung hindi ko lang mahal eh.

"Ano yun?" She asked innocently. When I opened up, I accepted my defeat.

"A warning…I can go more than a kiss you'd asked." And I closed my eyes again.

Our lips met and the warm of hers enveloped me. I didn't bother restraining myself this time and we went wild. I held her back to put her steady for she's already melting. She's getting weaker and weaker as we kiss.

Her hand flew to touch my chest and like magic, my body burned in her touch. I felt how intense she is and how devoted she is in our kiss.

And when I heard her moan, myself was unleashed. I moved down to her soft neck, throat and shoulder. She gripped my hair then and moaned even louder. The reason why my body burned even more and I felt myself throbbed. My chest founded hard and fast.

She also gripped my shirt and it almost rip apart because of her strength. And when I completely lost the control I had strived to study, we heard a sudden and forceful knock on the door.

"What the fuck…"

"M-May bisita," namumula niyang saad habang nakakapit sa'kin. Napalunok naman ako at napapikit. Huminga ako ng malalim para pakalmahin ang sarili ko.

I felt how hard I was and her in my arms is not helping. I need to distance our bodies.

"I'll just…..I'll just c-check it," namamaos kong sabi at dagli siyang nilapatan ng halik sa labi.

Hindi ko na siya hinintay sumagot at agad na'kong lumayo sa kanya. Napahawak pa ako sa mesa nang pakiramdam ko nanghihina ang mga tuhod ko at…damn, why so hard?

"O-Okay ka lang?" She asked in her innocent voice.

"Y-Yeah…" wala sa sarili akong napamura. Muling may kumatok ng malakas at wala na akong pagpipilian kundi ang tiisin ang nararamdaman ko.

When I opened the door, I almost decide to took my gun in my hip and shoot Freya.

Fuck.

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Forgive me, Zethary is just so hard to write. I can't manage full English sa POV niya dahil nawawalan ako ng vocabulary. Naba-black out utak ko kapag siya na magkaka-Pov.

Naks, I also can't give him justice. He's supposed to be mature and yes, attractively smart and talagang nakakamatay dapat POV niya pero name-mental block ako sa kaniya, di ko siya ma-portray ng maayos! Sana okay lang pagkakasulat ko sa kaniya mga babes. Okay naman 'diba?

Haha, I need air. I don't know how boys or mature guys act, think or respond to their situation and things like you know, kinaaangkupan nila. Kaya kung may alam kayong way, please tell me for improvement.

BTW, happy reading, pipol!