My mind glitches in pain
My breathe hitches in panic

Dont touch me
Dont come near me, stay away

Why are you being so nice mom?
You suck man, stay away

Your touches seem so foreign
Your kisses burn holes through my soul

Your whispers hit like daggers
Your stories are clouding my senses

I dont give a fuck about what happened
Before I was born or after you raised me

I am a child not a punching bag
Dont seek comfort in me

Just leave me alone
Stop pinching these blisters

I can see through you
You disgust me till core

How dare you stole those years from me
How shameful you are to keep lying in my face again and again

You never cared about anyone
Nor dad nor me nor your son nor anyone else

It was foolish of me
To waste all those energies in you

Hoping that you change
But how stupid I was

I said dont touch me you suck
Ik I always wanted it but now I hate it

I dont have even
Single ounce of life left in me

What a platonic paradox
What a poisonous serpent you have been

Leave me alone
I bled to death on your watch

Dont show me fake love now
Get out of my life I hate you