I want liquor
Down my throat

Running in my veins
Clouding my head

May be then it would be easy
To forget you dear devil

May be then it would be easy
To fly from top of cliff

I enjoy the notion of pain
But I dont like these tears

They fall without permission
Anywhere and everywhere

Why you loved me that much
Now I am orphan with out you

I hate you for leaving this soon
I lost myself after you

When you knew I cant survive with you
You could have taken me with you

Things haven't been same
Darkness ate my soul

People poisoned mind you built
I changed from head to toe

I dont like what I see
Do you like what you see

These black cold nights
The poison dripping down my skin

Do you have any answer
It never turned out the way you told me

I condemn you
For lighting flame you couldn't guard

Now my whole existence
Is a punishment