I miss you
But I am fine

I cant see you
But I am fine

I cant talk with you
But I am fine

Your memories haunt me
But I am fine

Your words still echo around me
But I am fine

Your voice notes and texts fill my phone
But I am fine

My heart longs for you sweet touch
But I am fine

My soul longs for your understanding ear
But I am fine

My tired brain longs for your shoulders
But I am fine

The sadness of seeing you burn into ashes prevails
But I am fine

The final good bye at water bank is fresh
But I am fine

The feeling of you lingering around me in Earth, water, sky, flora, fauna
But I am fine

There are times when I feel lonely
But I am fine

There are times when I feel unwanted and misunderstood
But I am fine

There are times when I feel like giving up living
But I am fine

I am fighting
But I am fine

I crash
But i am fine

I cry silent tears missing you
But i am fine

The baby ghost still wants you
But I am fine

The feeling of your absence burns holes through my soul
But I am fine

The Sunflower of our friendship wilted
But I am fine