It's back on
The scary voice of self loathing

Remember the voice
That Left my limbs ice cold

That left me isolated in shadows from life
That left me sick and scared of food everytime

I confess
Self harm is soothing

Self sabotaging is routine
Trust and love are fading

Can we go back to times once again
Which we spent nights talking it through

When you used to rub life into my cold limbs
When you used to cover my ears from those harsh whispers

Take me away
I am tired of this facade of life

Where either I am a mess up
Or an annoyance or not good enough

You can have your way however you like
I wouldn't mind your wildness

You were true
People aren't worth to invest

You said it will end in a heart break
Yes it ended in a heart break

I am shattered till core
I have no courage to put those pieces back

Let's turn little again
Let's hold by each other's side

Let's write the book of friendship all over again
I wanna show you my mind

I wanna love you again
For all those years I never knew you.