Death hurts more
Or departure hurts more

Neither of them hurts
More than being condensed

The moment when
Both of you are alive

But you cant love them
With all of your heart

You were a pretty sparrow
A dream that dawned on me

Made me flustered
In broad day light

I never had courage
I never had words

To reciprocate
The same love as yours

Being at receiving end
Killed me but you were a home

Which slipped from my fingers
Only because of my own stupidity

I can see the poison dripping
I am dark cloud of misfortune

I have so many words to tell you
I had so many things to share with you

But I can see my limitations
I am sorry for always hurting you

I wouldn't come near you again
I will just retrieve in my darkness

You deserve the best
But I am sorry

My red hands arent worthy
To hold you and hug you

I lost all those right
The moment you cried because of me

Handing you in protective hands
Of lords of all lords

But will you believe me
I really loved you

I did meant everything
But sorry I wasnt good enough