I faintly curse under my breathe
There the Angel's in sky mock

Upon my misery
Upon my helplessness

Its gonna be an year soon
Losing you still feels like yesterday

I remember pleading to heavens
Yet still my words never reached there

Why did you ever decided
To throw away your reality this soon

I wish you stayed
I wish you talked

I wish you seeked possibilities
It changed for me though

Soon I am gonna wear the gown
For big day the big day our big day sis

I still cant stop tears while filling papers
When I look in mirror I remember

You and only you your smiling face
Cuddled up beside me afraid of cat

Your promise of doing this together
At that moment bitter sweet sorrow

Fills up my chest till brim
I feel nauseous its sick of you

Unnie we were too young
Far too young to part like that

I hate to see you forgotten
Like a weed over a crop

Killing yourself wasnt way out
You didnt deserve this end

I will carry on the facade of life for you
Let's see each other soon on doomsday

It will be my fist
And your neck this time

I will make your ears bleed
For doing this to yourself & everyone

You left a void in me
I miss you beyond your comprehension

Borahae unnie borahae unnie
Borahae unnie borahae unnie