I pick up my brush
Paint my wall

With the words
I am not allowed to say

Dear princess what's popping
I hope pain ceased for me

You were a pretty princess
Whom I watched from shadows

I always wondered
How can someone

Be so pretty
Be so lively

I still remember everything
Chocolates, gifts, night talks

I miss embracing you
I miss your scent your touch

My only wish is
To visit your grave

To give you flowers and kisses
That I yearned to give so much

To hug your pillow
To comfort uncle and unnies

With this bush dropped
From my weary hands

The incompletely complete
Scribbled picture of our union

I am turning pages of my life
It's so unfair where are you?

Why did I ever grow up
To lose you like this