I can't write

I can't eat

I cant sleep

I cant study

I cant breathe

I cant Express

I stare at my celling like a lost crow

I overwork myself, but still don't get pain

I spend my day thinking about u

I spend my nights regretting u

I am broken n twisted

I feel like a killer

I broke you right?

I am sorry, I still love you

I am afraid, its happening again right

Setting aside my pride I wanna say dont go

Come here yell rant give me attitude but come here

Is it too hard to understand come here

It is transisting back to all bad things

I hate experiencing same fears again n again

Palpatating heart quivers as demons are back

I am happy , As they eat me up

This time I dont wanna fight......