I am sorry for existing.

I am sorry to God for not trying enough to be holy like many

I am sorry mom dad you got such a shitty kid.

I am sorry friends whom got a messy cry baby to deal with.

I am sorry my teachers for always disappointing you.

I am sorry to my readers whom I make wait for centuries for next update.

I am sorry to my watty elders whom I bug on daily basis.

I am sorry to my blog family whom I dont write

I am sorry to my collab story family whom I abandoned

I am sorry to my friends whom I dont read and dont reach out to talk usually.

I am sorry to my dongsaens who have such a lousy good for nothing unnie.

I am sorry for my dreams whom I make wait a lot.

I am sorry to my academics that I dont try hard enough.

I am sorry to my body for not caring n neglecting it

I am sorry to my heart that I continuously give you to unworthy people

I am sorry to my soul whom I emptied while lighting others

I am sorry to my demons whom I suppress by faking a smile

I am total shit and complete disappointment

No one in the world can change that fact

So everyone

I am sorry for existing