"Mom, do you love dad?" I asked, I saw my mother smile softly at me.

"I do dear, why?"

"Just think'n why you still do after all the stuff he's done?" I said looking up to her grey eyes.

"Well, when you love someone, it's hard. So much emotions and it hurts sometimes. Cause you don't know what to do..." she says with mournfullness.

I happen to let go of my mom hand.

"Then I'm never falling in love.it makes us weak and not think clearly. "I said bitterly. "I will have control over my feelings and not repeat the same mistake."

"Honey, you can't avoid love it happens when you least expect it. We have no control over our hearts."she days sighing out the words. I furrownmy brows. I didn't want to believe it.

I was determine to never love.

Love only breaks families and hurts the person.

I can't get hurt.

I don't wanna feel pain.