I tried to finish helping out as soon as possible, of course, while trying to avoid bumping into Jimin.

When I got back home, I showed pictures from my phone of some of the drawings in my sketchbook to Lisa and I told her everything that had happened.
"WHAT?! He knows?.....That must have been so awkward... and he fell onto you?.... Haha. Yeah right.... 'fell'."

Just recollecting what had happened, resulted in me being caught between screaming, crying and laughing hysterically- to my dismay, school didn't teach me how to cope with the excess of these feels. So I just sort of resort to making inhuman sounds and freaking out while flailing my arms.

I honestly did not know how I was going to even talk to Jimin again. He knew I was crazy about him now. UGH.

I hate him ugh

I felt a rhythmic vibration on my left butt cheek,
It was a message from Yoongi:

"Hey teach :), when I get back from my schedule, can I stop by?"

YAAAAAY Yoooooongiiiiii of course you can. C'mere you piece of beautiful NAMJA- is what I'd love to say.....
Instead, I replied:
"Sure, just let me know when."
I took a shower because NEWS FLASH cleaning makes you sweat. A lot.
7 boys make a huge mess ok.
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So it looks like Sariah and Namjoon are going out for dinner together and Taehyung sorta invited himself too, then he invited Lisa.
Double date, EY?
AR AR AR.
Lisa is so screwed. I say 4 hours before she holds up a close to normal conversation with Taehyungie.
I mean, you can't blame her, he has smooth milky skin, an adorable rectangle smile, soft hair, intense eyes and beautiful hands.
The only reason that I can talk to him is because I'm obliged to internalise all my fangirling in order to seem more "professional".

"NO BUT SENA. I DONT WANNA GO."

"No. YOU'RE GONNA GO."

"I know you want to go." She was always so stubborn.
"look, it'll be fine I promise, just talk to Sariah if you get nervous."

Lisa scrunched up her face, " I mean I want to but... I don't know, it's just... I'm not very good at this."
I smiled and hugged her. Stroking her hair, causing her to roll her eyes then laugh.

Sariah came back from work and got ready with Lisa, Namjoon and Taehyung came not too long after to pick them up.

Upon arrival, the first thing Taehyung did was poke Lisa's hair, he seemed intrigued by how soft and fluffy it looked. Lisa, being Lisa, almost choked. I'm pretty sure that she just forgot to breathe.

I guess you could say Namjoon and Sariah were dating now? I hadn't seen them kiss... but they hugged eachother when they greeted... AND ITS NOT JUST A NORMAL HUG ITS LIKE A LONG HUG.
I was jealous of their relationship.

Namjoon and Sariah both turned around and, freakishly in sync, asked me "Are you sure you can't come?"
They both turned and looked at eachother, bursting out in laughter.
"Hahaha wow you guys are so close that you've practically merged into one person! And, sorry guys, I can't, I promised to meet Yoongi."
They sadly nodded and left.
I was just about to close the door when it was pushed back open.
"WHA-"
"Hellooooo Teacher!" Yoongi sang as he stepped in.

He had such a bright smile, I couldn't help but smile myself.
"How have you been? Long time no see! I missed you :)" Yoongi asked, smiling brightly. He really is like Sugar- pale and sweet.

We spoke a little about everything really; the weather, his schedule, an upcoming tour, Jin's cooking and Yoongi's struggle to sleep with Namjoon's snoring.

Soon, we were in the kitchen, I was preparing some coffee and biscuits for us.
As I poured our coffee, I asked "So, how was your schedule today?"

My question was met with silence.

"Yoongi?"

....

"Yoongi-yah?"

Why wasn't he replying?

I turned around to find Yoongi with his back turned to me, he was crouched over the counter.
I stepped closer, "Yoongi? What are you-".
I looked closer to find that he was looking through my phone.
He was looking through my camera roll...
-SO MANY MUGSHOTS OF MYSELF IN THERE OMG NO.
AND MY DRAWINGS.. All my photos of Jimin.

I immediately snatched my phone from him and ran into my bedroom.
I closed the door and crumbled onto the floor.
DAMNIT.
AS IF IT WASNT ENOUGH THAT JIMIN SAW THE DRAWINGS AND NOW YOONGI HAD SEEN THEM AND MY MUGSHOTS.
NoooOoooOooo
Life over.
OTL

I curled up on the floor. I was so embarrassed.
I jumped at the sound of knocking on my door.
"Sena... what are you doing? Sena? Are you embarrassed because I saw the pictures of you pulling faces or because I saw your drawings of- Jimin?...."
I could hear him smirking.
nyanajanjandkaanNa
Ufffffffph man.
I opened my mouth to respond but the door opened.

The sound of Yoongi's footsteps progressed towards me. He was eventually standing right behind me, and I could feel it. He crouched down, the floor boards creaking beneath as he shifted his weight.
I felt his breath on my neck before he whispered "It's okay, I saw those drawings a long time ago."

He sent shivers down my spine with those few words.

I slowly looked up at him, "What? What do you mean?"
Yoongi sank down and sat on the floor, next to me, he fidgeted with his fingers, hesitating before replying "Well... you see, I saw Jimin looking through a sketchbook one night, I asked him who gave it to him. He told me it was a fan, sure, I believed him at first but whenever I caught Jimin alone- he was looking at the sketchbook. Obviously I was curious, so one day I snuck in and looked through the sketchbook myself... I looked at the signatures under the drawing- they were your initials and since they weren't written in Korean- I figured out it was yours. I confronted Jimin when I realised and he confessed to taking it when you dropped it, so, being the Hyung, I told him that if he doesn't give you the drawings back, I'd tell you that he has them. He got really mad at me..."

"Wow... Really? I mean... Thanks, for trying to get it back for me. Is that why you two have been tense around eachother?" I couldn't believe that I had no idea about any of this.

"Yeah... I guess so and- he even threatened to-" he stopped himself midsentence. "Forget it." -.-.

"What? Wait what?!"
He remained silent for a while before shuffling closer to me and putting his arm around my shoulder.
With a cheeky grin he continued- "He said he'd tell you that I have a crush on you."
What?
No way. Nope.

This is ridiculous

Can't be.
I swear I was shaking.
I couldn't deal with this.
I could feel my double chin coming out from the awkwardness.
"What? Ahaha..ha...ha..ahem what do you mean? There's no way you would... no...you can't be serious" it sounded like my voice was on vibrate mode.

"No... I'm serious. I don't joke when it comes to you."

OWAH BIG WORDS.
DUDE NO STFU. I can't breathe.

"I'm sorry.. I'm really sorry I don't know what to say.. I -I don't feel-"
My voice cut itself off. I could feel tears sneaking their way into my eyes. I tried my hardest to not cry.
He nudged my head to rest on his shoulder. For some reason, I played along. Resting my head on his shoulder somehow helped me calm down.

I didn't want him to like me.
I didn't like him like that.
I didn't want him to get hurt.

I took a deep breath, "I-I think you should leave..." my voice still shakey but stronger than it previously was.

Yoongi took his arm off my shoulder and straightened his back before slowly replying in a cold tone "Go out to dinner with me tomorrow- if you don't, I'll show everyone your drawings of Jimin, I'll show the manager and I'll show ARMYs... and if you tell Jimin- your secret still gets out :)"
He tightly hugged me, got up and left.

I sat there on the floor.
Dead still for almost an hour.
Still astonished at what he had said....

He likes me?
He's blackmailing me?

I needed some fresh air. I threw a coat on and walked out of my house.
Sariah has a key, they'd be fine.

Just as I left the building, I bumped shoulders pretty hard with a guy in a hoodie.
I was angry walking which meant that I was walking really fast, so it hurt a little.

"I'm so sorry, I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to-" I looked up to a familiar face.
It was Jungkook. "Noona, it's okay. where are you heading to?" He asked with wide puppy-like eyes as he rubbed his shoulder.
"I... Uh.. to be honest, I don't know yet."
He raised his eyebrows and flashed a smile at me, "have you eaten? Let's go eat some bread! Or meat! Do you like cake? I'm starving!"
I laughed at him, lost in his sweet smile and innocence.

This kid really knew how to brighten up my mood.
I actually was starving. I hadn't eaten dinner.
"Yeah, of course we can." I forced a smile.

Jungkook's smile faded away, "Noona, are you really okay?... You don't look okay."
I didn't respond, I mean I couldn't tell him why I was upset.... I just stared back at him with what I imagine was a distressed facial expression.
He lowered his eyebrows and gave me a maknae hug, "Don't worry, it'll be okay. I promise"
His hug tightened on the word 'promise'.

And for a moment I had faith that I'd make it through this awkward-ass dilemma.

Our moment of serenity was disrupted by the growling of my stomach.

(EUREURONG EUREURONG DEE)

He pulled away from our hug, "comon, let's go, I'll buy ^•^".

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A/N~
SO THIS HAPPENED OKAY SO I HAD A PLAN BUT IT DIDNT WORK OUT AND THIS HAPPENED.
SORRYYYY >.<
Thanks for reading, it's really late and I'm tired, I haven't checked my writing so I apologise for any mistakes.
Love you all 💜💜
사랑해요💜💜💜

IM WATCHING KILL ME HEAL ME AND DAYMMMM SON THOSE EYES. AND HIS ACTING IS ON POINT.
SE GI IS PERF. IM DONE.
GOODNIGHT
I need to pee.