I have some of the story planned here, but quite a lot of the storylines/character development and relationship planning is on a notes app. Today, I opened it up and it changed. The format, settings, everything. My notes aren't in their original format, and although I've managed to find some, I just know that I've lost some of the storylines I had planned.

It might sound silly, but I'm genuinely devastated. I worked really hard on them, and there were so many storylines I enjoyed thinking of, and was looking forward to writing. I'm going to keep trying to find the original notes, and even if I don't, I hope I can remember enough to be able to write them.

I've also lost some notes for my 'Making History' and 'Roomies' applyfics. I'm feeling disheartened now, and I don't even want to think about the books right now. It's been a massive knock to my motivation and inspiration. 

I have a small playlist that represent some storylines for each of the books, so I think I'll listen to it and maybe go for a walk tomorrow. I don't know why but I'm at my most productive when I'm walking. I like to plan and act out different scenes in my head, and swap around characters to see if certain conversations would work better with one more than the other.

I'm sure this feeling will pass, but for now I'm just going to sit in it, if that makes sense.

I just wanted to let you know about this, seeing as most of the planning I did on that app was for this book.