Aghh.

I keep swinging between "I'm over him" and ,"I'm not over him, but I'll get over him" and, "what if I never get over him.."

My feelings are just all over the place and I just feel so bad and I'm worried that he's disappointed in me, or is mad at me or hates me.

Come on, I can get through this.

It'll all be over soon.

I'm a strong gal. >:3