Time changed, we're different
But my mind still says redundant things
Can I not think?
Will you love this part of me?
My lover is a day I can't forget
Furthering my distance from you
Realistically I can't leave now
But I'm okay as long as you
Keep me from going crazy
Keep me from going crazy

He kept denying his feelings for the boy. The feelings weren't real, they're fake. He's just a friend. He's a teenager, this happens all the time. Just some stupid crush.

Oh god.

Was he in love?

It can't be. I mean, one of the tops students in 1-A is a person that has a quick temper and will say some cruel things to anyone. But hey, he might be a capable of love. Just the thought of being in love is hard to ignore. It is his first time having a crush. He just doesn't know how to handle it.

'Damn, shitty hair. Making me feels like this. Why do I feel like this? He's just an extra like everyone else. An extra... No! Something else.'

This was frustrating. He wasn't an extra so what was he? A friend? Yes. Best friend? Maybe. A boy that follows him around everywhere like a dog happy to be with its owner? Yes?

A crush? Correct!

A crush, huh? The word sounded foreign to him him. He probably never heard the word before in his life. His head is saying many things. What did this boy do to make him feel like this? How can he deal with this 'crush'? Will this feeling ever go away?

He tried getting away from the red head, but the boy would always come to him or the ash blonde just felt a bit of pain when he wasn't with him. He can't get away from him. That'll just make him feel all hurt inside.

'What is wrong with me?'

Oh, there's nothing wrong with you, Bakugou. You're just experiencing love for the first time. Nothing to be ashamed of. It happens to everyone. You either deny or accept. But one of those decisions can sometimes lead to heartbreak. Or both can lead to heartbreak. The other won't.

Bakugou would just be minding his business until Kirishima popped into his head. 'Damn!' What the fuck? This explosive boy is blushing! Shocking! Face redder than the boys hair, arm over his face. You can't hide your face, Bakugou! We can tell you're blushing.

Agh! He's going crazy!

He needs the read head to keep him from going crazy!

His heart skips a beat everytime he hears his voice, looks at him, sees him, or touch! He swears his heart also stops for a second or longer.

'Fine! It's a crush! A useless crush that will go away!'
'No it won't...'

Finally! He has accepted his feelings and his crush for Kirishima Eijirou! Day and night, he would think of ways to confess. Resulting in him yelling, punching his pillow/bed, and just yelling curses.

'Fuck! How do I do this!? How do I say what I feel to someone without sounding like a shitty person!?'

Wow. He seems to be having a hard time. You don't have to sound all sweet, being a shitty boy will be alright with Kirishima. Right?

I'm pretty sure that boy is alright with everything about Bakugou. He loves everything about Bakugou. Bakugou is not sure of that. He just hopes Kirishima is not interested in someone else and he gets together with that person.

Oops.

Heart beating fast. Hands getting sweaty. Sweat dripping from his face. Explosions going of in his hands. He never thought of that. What if he doesn't even like him? What was he thinking? He's been thinking of confessing that the thought of being heartbroken never crossed his mind.

If that happens, then I guess he'll just have to deal with.

It's going to be alright.
I'm going to be alright.

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12 de septiembre, 2018
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