I cried really very bad reading this chapter it's more painful than the previous one ... And for the one's who is waiting for my updates every evening, I have updated 20th chapter today earlier check it out and read this hehe

"WHAT DID YOU DO TO MY LOVER,,, JAAALLAANGGG DAMN!!!" Gulf came and without warning, grabbed Jane's hair and pulled Jane's hand back, away from Mew's body, causing the knife to move and scratch Mew's right cheek, who was already unconscious and fell to the floor.

Jane and the four men in command were surprised by Gulf's sudden appearance without a sound and before they knew it, dozens of people in black uniforms had surrounded the place.

Flashback On✨

15 minutes after Mew was kidnapped, Gulf left the classroom and continued to call Mew's cell phone but there was no response. Then Gulf called Win to ask about his boyfriend.

"Yes?"

"Win, is Mew with you now?"

"No! I had business to do and left first. Haven't you met him yet?"

"He's not in his usual place, Win. I called his cell phone and he didn't pick up." Gulf started to feel uneasy.

"Shiaaaa! Then where is he? I'll try calling his cell phone too."

Gulf didn't answer and immediately ended the call.

"Where have you been, darling?"
Rubbing his rough face and closing his eyes, he thought about how he would look for Mew now. Gulf opened his eyes again because he remembered something. "Stupid! I can track it! Panic makes you stupid, Kanawut" cursed himself.

Gulf immediately opened the tracker which he secretly installed on all of Mew's clothes, including his school uniform. Why didn't Gulf put a tracker on Mew's cellphone? That's because Mew often forgets to put his cell phone away, which makes Gulf have the idea to put the tracker all over Mew's clothes.

When Gulf opened the tracker & looked for his location, he was surprised because Mew was now at the Bangkok border.

"Why was Mew suddenly there? Usually he always gives me permission first when he wants to go anywhere" Scratching his head.

"SHIAAA!! WAS HE KIDNAPPED?"
widened his eyes. Immediately Gulf called someone.

"Yes sir?"
"Quickly send help to the location I sent you now and wait for my signal."

"Yes sir" Gulf disconnected the call and quickly sent his tracker's location to the person. After that, Gulf ran to his car and immediately stepped on the gas to Mew's location.

Along the way, he kept thinking about Mew's safety, without realizing he pressed the gas pedal even more and ignored his safety.

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Half an hour passed & Gulf arrived at an empty warehouse, where his tracking device was.

Gulf's men had arrived first and came out of hiding when they saw their boss coming.

"Some of you surround this warehouse and enter after I give you the signal. The rest of you follow me in." Gulf ordered and they all nodded in understanding.

Gulf and his men started to enter at a slow pace so that the kidnappers would not know about their whereabouts.

Until when he saw Mew on the verge of death, with hasty steps Gulf ran towards Jane and grabbed her hair and pulled Jane's hand back with his emotions already running high.

Flashback Off✨

"YOU, ARREST THOSE 4 PEOPLE!"
Gulf's men moved closer to the 4 men.
They fight and of course the 4 men are outnumbered and caught easily.

"TAKE THIS WOMAN TO HQ WITH THOSE 4 MEN! I'LL FINISH THEM LATER!" Pushed Jane hard towards his men and was immediately caught by them.

"Yes sir"

"Gulf, let me go! I'm not wrong! It's him who's wrong!" Shows Mew who is already unconscious. "He's taken you from me!! GULF LISTEN TO ME!! GULFFFF KANAWUTTTTT!! Jane continues to be pulled by Gulf's men and leaves the place for the headquarters.

Gulf ignored her and untied the rope on Mew's hand.

His eyes looked sadly at his lover's body which had been completely destroyed. Hugging his lover's body tightly and immediately crying hysterically. Gulf couldn't hold back his tears any longer. Quickly, Gulf lifted Mew's frail body into the car and immediately stepped on the gas, speeding towards the nearest hospital.

Gulf continued to cry along the way while occasionally checking Mew's breathing which seemed irregular.

Gulf arrived safely at a hospital near the warehouse.

Gulf immediately got out of the car and carried Mew.

"PLEASE NURSE! DOCTOR!! HURRY UP HELP MY LOVER SOB,,, HURRY UPPPP!!!" Shouting loudly, shocked the nurses and hospital visitors.
Mew's blood continues to flow along the hospital entrance, frightening the visitors there.

Gulf no longer cared about the gazes around him that looked fearfully at him and Mew. The focus now is only on Mew.

The nurses and doctors swiftly helped Gulf and put Mew's body on a gurney and took him quickly to the emergency room.

Gulf continued to follow him until he entered a room, but was immediately detained by the nurse.

"Sorry, you can't come in. Please wait outside."

"PLEASE, LET ME COME IN, I WANT TO COMPANY MY LIF-----"

"Sorry, sir. These are hospital regulations. I can't help. Please stay here, I have to go in immediately and help the patient inside."

Gulf finally relented. "Please do your best" With a desperate tone.

Gulf immediately went limp and fell to his knees. The nurse immediately came in and helped the doctor.

"MEWWWWW!! HANG IN!! STAY WITH ME,, SOB,, SORRY,, I'M LATE AGAIN SOB,, BASTARD!! YOU GULF!!"

Gulf gets angry and hits himself.
He was disappointed in himself because he couldn't protect Mew for the umpteenth time. In fact, he had promised Mew's parents that he would look after him. Gulf becomes worried and afraid that Mew will be taken by his parents because he has been negligent in looking after Mew for the umpteenth time in this world.

Gulf started to get desperate and kept hitting himself in front of the emergency room door.

The visitors who saw him were scared and immediately moved away because Gulf currently looked like someone who was out of his mind.

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5 hours later....

The operation went smoothly & Mew was immediately moved to the VVIP room that Gulf had ordered.

Gulf followed the doctor who took Mew into the room from behind, feeling weak because he wasn't ready to see Mew's current condition.

Arriving at the room, the doctor immediately installed many devices into Mew's body, supporting his body to remain in the world. Gulf stood quietly in the doorway while looking at the devices in great agony because these devices had to be re-attached to his lover's body 3 times in just half a year. Gulf cursed himself again and continued to pray in his prayers, hoping that he would still be given the opportunity to see Mew live.

After installing the device on Mew, the doctor walked over to Gulf who was very confused. His appearance was 3X more chaotic than when the doctor saw him coming with the patient he was treating.

"H--how s i-is h--he D--Doc?" Gulf asked in a very worried tone.

"Sorry if I have to say this. The patient is currently in a coma. His condition is far from good. The patient has broken bones all over his body. Plus there is a crack in his skull and torn flesh in several vital areas of his body. And usually when he is in such a condition "Well, his chances of surviving and continuing to live are only 30%." Gulf froze when he heard that his lover's chance of survival was only 30%.

"We're sorry, we've tried our best. Sir, keep praying, may the universe give the patient a miracle. You can look inside. I'll excuse myself" He left Gulf, who froze in place.

"No!! He must be lying" Shaking his head in disbelief. Gulf staggered in and saw Mew's frail body which looked very messy

Stitches that run long from the face to the neck. Both hands were not spared from stitches. And when Gulf tried to take off the hospital gown Mew was wearing, Gulf fell backwards in shock. Mew's whole body is full of stitches. His body now looked more like an undead being experimented on than a normal human body.

"NOOOOOOO!! THIS IS IMPOSSIBLE!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!" Gulf grabbed his hair tightly with both hands while continuing to shake his head in disbelief at what he saw with his own eyes.

Gulf gathered his courage and strength then stood up and looked back at Mew's physical body. Soon Gulf started crying hysterically again while holding Mew's hand tightly. He really didn't think that a devil would be so willing to make his beautiful angel like this.

What's wrong Mew?

Why does Mew have to go through all this pain?!

To be honest, Gulf really wanted to hug his lover's body but he didn't because he was afraid of causing the stitches to open again.

Gulf kept crying because he was afraid that Mew would leave him from this world. Really, Gulf was really scared. This was the biggest fear that Gulf had ever felt in his life.

Gulf continued to cry and collapsed from exhaustion next to Mew.

To Be Continued...

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