The firefighters in our station did the Mannequin challenge , I laughed so hard because I love them so much , they're the best XD

Enjoy x

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Louis woke up bundled up under the covers , he had dried tears on his cheeks and his chest was slightly hurting . He knew what that meant ; he had an attack the night before . 

He buried himself into the pillow , feeling his throat tighten at the thought of what happened last night . Did he actually cancel the wedding ?

He didn't know he was crying until a sob escaped his lips into the pillow , he hugged the covers tighter around himself and cried softly into the pillow .

He calmed down a few minutes later , and he felt like he was in the state he was eight months ago ; broken , shattered , about to give up . He wanted to know if his blade is still in the bathroom .

He lifted himself up and wiped his face , placing his feet on the floor and pushing himself to stand up . He was about to walk into the bathroom when there was a knock on the door , "Boobear ? Are you awake ?" Jay asked .

Louis sighed quietly and walked up to the door , opening it a little . Jay looked at him sadly , "Can I come in ?"

Louis nodded and opened the door wider , Jay stepped in and put her hand on his back , "Sit on the bed , darling ."

Louis sat down , Jay sat next to himand rubbed his back , "How are you feeling ?"

"B-bad . Sick ." Louis whispered , and Jay was already having flashbacks .

"Lou , I talked to Harry ." She tightened her arm around his body , "I talked to him and he explained everything to me . He's not cheating on you , I can promise you that ."

Louis looked down to his lap , refusing to lift his head up .

"He's downstairs , I'll send him up here so you two can talk . I'll give him a plate with some breakfast for you ." Jay kissed his temple . She noticed Louis isn't reacting , so she brought him into a hug , "Boo , he loves you so so much and you know that . You have no idea how worried he was when I called him last night to come over and help you calm down ."

"H-he was here ?"

"Of course he was . I even smacked him a little for breaking a speed limit ." Jay smiled softly , she kissed his head once more before pulling back , "I'll go call him , okay ? I'll give you a few minutes to get refreshed , wash your face and calm yourself down ."

Louis nodded and thanked her , she kissed his forehead and left the room .

Lousi sighed and got up from the bed , going to the bathroom . He didn't bother looking at himself in the mirror as he washed his face and brushed his teeth . He did his business and left the bathroom back to his room , getting under the covers with his back against the bedpost .

He looked around the room ; he has so many memories with Harry in this room - all the cuddles , laughs , kisses .

A soft knock on the door pulled him out of his thoughts . "Lovely ? Can I come in ?" Harry asked , Louis cleared his throat a little , "Y-yeah ." He pulled the covers up as Harry opened the door and gave him a soft smile , "Good morning ."

"Morning ." Louis whispered , Harry placed tray with a plate full of bacon , scrambled eggs and a few cut up vegetables and a glass of juice on the table and went to sit on the bed next to Louis .

"I know that I've been secretive lately , but I promise it's nothing bad ." Harry started , "I had a small chat with Liam last night , and he told me to just tell you the truth . Now , I really wanted it to be a surprise , so I've been extra secretive to make sure you wouldn't know a single thing of my intentions . My mum and I have been planning our honeymoon , and I just couldn't help but feel like a perfectionist , because I want us to have the best honeymoon we could have ."

Louis' eyes filled with tears , he felt so bad for getting mad at Harry , thinking he was cheating .

"Yesterday I finished planning the honeymoon with my mum , and she got excited and kissed my cheek and ruffled my hair . I also have a surprise for the engagement party , so I stayed extra so my mum could help me find the best surprise ." Harry put his hand on Louis' knee on the covers . "I'm sorry I made you feel like I was cheating , but lovely , you know I would never ."

Louis nodded and sniffled , reaching to wipe his cheeks .

"Why are you crying , Boo ?" Harry scooted closer , Louis sighed out , "B-because I'm stupid ."

"No , no -"

"Yes , Harry , yes I am ." Louis cut him off and took a deep breath , "I'm s-stupid because I thought y-you were cheating , but you would n-never . I'm stupid to call off th-the wedding -"

"Shh , lovely , don't say that ." Harry scooted even closer and wrapped his arms around the small boy , Louis let his tears out on Harry's shoulder , clutching his shirt in his fists . Harry hugged him and rubbed his back until he calmed down , kissing his head and whispering sweet words into his ear .

When he calmed down he pulled his head up and wiped his cheeks , "I'm so s-sorry ."

"Don't be , love ." Harry caressed his cheek , "Give me a kiss ?"

Louis leaned in and pressed their lips together , Harry smiled against his lips and pulled back a few seconds later , "Your breakfast is getting cold ." He tapped his nose gently and got him the tray , placing it over his lap . He fed him , pinching his cheeks softly and pecking his nose and cheeks to get a smile out of him .

When Louis finished his breakfats Harry suggested they go back home , Louis nodded and let Harry help him into his shoes . They intertwined their fingers as they walked down the stairs , Jay was sitting in the living room with Doris and Ernest .

She smiled at their intertwined hands , "Is everything okay now ?"

"Yeah , we'll be going home . Thank you for being there ." Harry said with a smile , Jay smiled back and got up to hug them . She kissed their cheeks and the two left , but of course not without saying goodbye to the twins .

They reached home a few minutes later , Peaches and Milky greeted the two . Louis smiled at the two and picked them in each hand , Harry rubbed his lower back , "Go to our room , I'll be right back with some snacks ."

Louis nodded and went to their bedroom , he kicked his shoes off and sat in the middle of the bed with Peaches and Milky . Milky meowed and climbed on his lap , her nails digging into his shirt as she pulled herself up onto his shoulder . He smiled at her and held her against his chest as Harry walked into the room with a bowl of crisps .

He sat next to Louis and fed him a crisp , Louis smiled at him and watched as Peaches licked the tips of Harry's fingers .

"None for you , Peaches . Sorry pup ." Harry lifted her up and pecked her nose ; she's grown quite a lot since they got her . 

He placed Peaches back down and turned to Louis , who was petting Milky gently with his fingertips . He smiled at his soft fiance and lifted him up to sit between his legs , leaning back against his chest .

"Lovely , you're so quiet ." Harry wrapped his arms around him and embraced him , Louis sighed and put Milky down on the bed next to Peaches , "I can't forgive myself yet ."

Harry hugged him tighter and kissed his temple , "I was never mad at you , I just needed you to know the truth as soon as possible . You made a mistake , that's all ."

"I shouldn't have suspected ." Louis shook his head , "I know you love me , you would never do such thing ."

"It's behind us now , okay ? Forget about it . Give me a proper cuddle ." Harry turned Louis sideways on his lap and held him against his chest , kissing his forehead .

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"I'll be back later , okay ?" Harry kissed Louis' lips , Louis nodded , "Okay . Have fun ."

Harry smiled and tapped his nose , walking out of the house to his boxing session . Louis watched out of the window to make sure Harry is gone , and turned to the kitchen to start working on dinner .

He took everything he needed , and checked on the internet he had everything without being mistaken . He followed the instructions very carefully , wanting this dish to come out as perfectly as it possibly could .

He put the tray in the oven and sighed out in relief when he was done , whining when he saw he needed to clean up the kitchen . He forced himself to atleast clean the counter and do the dishes before getting in shower .

When he was out it was almost time for Harry to return , he set up the table and checked on the food , when he heard Harry's car parking . He ran to the living room and jumped on the couch , trying to look like he didn't plan anything .

Harry opened the door , "Lou , I'm home !" He called and dropped his bag on the floor , locking the door behind him .

"I'm here !" Louis called from the living room , Harry approached him with a smile , "Hello lovely ." He leaned down and kissed him , Louis smiled , "Go shower , you stink ."

Harry chuckled , "Only if you tell me what you made for dinner ."

"Nope , I'll tell you after shower ." Louis pushed him away with his foot , Harry grabbed his ankle and tickled the bottom of his foot , "Tell me !"

"No !" Louis giggled and tried kicking his foot out of his grip , Harry laughed and stopped , "Alright , alright . I'll go now ."

"Thank you ." Louis giggled and teasingly kicked his bum with his foot , Harry raised his eyebrows at him , "What was that ?"

"What , you're allowed to touch my bum but I'm not allowed to touch yours ?" Louis asked , holding back a giggle .

"You're a cheeky little kitten , aren't you ?" Harry squeezed his thigh right above his knee , Louis squeaked and kicked his leg away , "Don't ! Go shower already !"

Harry laughed and leaned to kiss him once more before going to shower . 

By the time he was back dinner was ready , Louis put on gloves and pulled the tray out of the oven , placing it on a towel on the counter .

"Oh , that's the chicken stuffed you made me before , isn't it ?" Harry asked , Louis nodded , "Yeah . Well that's the only dish I know how to make ." He took two plates out of the lower cabinet , Harry wrapped his arms around the small boy from behind and watched as he put the food away on the two plates , his small , delicate hands trying to make it look like a chef's dish .

"Come on , lovely , it really doesn't matter how it looks , it's dark in the stomach anyways ." Harry pinched his side , Louis giggled and pushed him away with his hip , "Go sit at the table , I'll bring the plates over ."

Harry pressed a kiss to his cheek and went to sit at the table , taking a few pictures on his phone ; the profile made his bum look so good .

After dinner they took turns giving each other a massage with a movie playing in the background .

While Harry was massaging Louis he lifted his shirt up , kissing along his spine . Louis smiled against the pillow under his head , giggling when Harry nibbled on his side .

Harry lifted his head up and chuckled , rubbing his thumbs gently against Louis' soft skin . He leaned down to press more kisses to his spine and lower back , smiling at the giggles occationally escaping his lips .

Louis turned to lie on his back so he's facing Harry , bringing him close for a kiss .

"Mm , Hazzie ?"

"Yeah lovely ?"

"I love you ."

Harry smiled at him , "I love you too ."

"M-make love to me ?" Louis' cheeks turned slightly red , Harry's smile grew wider , "Gladly ."

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Hope you liked it , tell me if you didn't x

~Author