In her head Cindy hears Jerry, "Tattoo is not dying Cindy. The closest I can come to describe it is shock. Remember the Whos and the Grinch from that Christmas cartoon? Well Tattoo's heart just grew a size today and he's kind of in shock. He didn't say anything but he was holding Mandy on this end when she died, and he heard Sam hop on and was worried so he went for the death ride too. He has not lived through many deaths himself so it has a bit of an impact on him and then what Mandy's dying thought was, shook him a lot. I don't think it shook him as hard as it did Sam but still, he felt it. He won't admit it. He didn't even let them know he was riding along... It may have been wrong but I pointed him out gently to the others so they knew he was there too. It seems it was the right thing to do."

"Jerry, obviously the Cliff Notes do not convey all the impact... while I'm sleeping, give me a full dream play back of everything you got from the creation of 'the Mandys' forward, to the point of the 'Sam lock out'and let me know the second the 24 hour lock pops on Sam's sealed memories. I don't think anyone is going to tell be as much or as clearly as if I just relive it myself." Cindy sends to Jerry in her head.

"Goodnight Tattoo" Cindy says.

Tattoo fakes sleep, which is not hard to do as he is almost asleep anyway.

~~~ guest room ~~~

Mandy starts stripping off her clothes as Sam stands there unsure of what to do. "Jerry, Sam looks confused. Dissolve her clothes please, I want to see my bitch in all her glory."

Sam gasps and covers her goodies as her clothes fall to the floor and vanish. "Mandy! I'd expect something like that from T, but you?"

"Listen here Bitch, your mine, at least for tonight, and you're beautiful and I want to look at you. Were both women and you don't see me hiding anything, so stop with the modest play. You have been giggling since you stopped crying so you had to know this was coming. Did you think I was kidding when I said you could be 'My Bitch'?" Mandy grins.

Then to Jerry, "Jerry, I'm too tired for a bath and I don't want to wait for Sam to shower so can you, ummmm, Do a cleaning and sanitizing sweep on our bodies? That would be as clean or cleaner then a bath or shower, right?"

"Yes Mandy. There are a number of normal human activities you no longer need to do. Wash, change clothes, eat, drink, use the restroom, even sleep can be stopped. Breathing and heart beet can be stopped as well for long periods of time. as I am in your bloodstream and can do the same job as blood but I am self propelled so a blood flow and heart beat are not needed full time. I handle all those things for you now. However, it is better to stay in the habits and patterns your used to, The brain depends on patters to handle everyday life actions, and it gets thrown way off balance if you don't keep your patters in tact, or at least change them slowly."

Both Sam and Mandy feel a tickly fingers type feeling wash over them twice. Mandy Laughs, "Yay, bedtime! Get in Sam!"

"Mindy, I've never done the Girl on Girl thing before." Sam says while almost exploding with blushing. "I don't even really touch my self. Sexual pleasure was something I never knew till T touched me. Everything sexual befor that was bad and evil, and painful. I'm a bit scared."

"Are you my bitch or not? If you're my bitch get your ass in that bed." Mandy winks, "If your not then just have Jerry transport you away, and then back in the morning so the others don't have to know you chickened out."

Sam visibly bristles, then climbs into bed. "No one has called me chicken in my life, I'm sure as Fuck not letting you start the trend." Sam winks at Mandy and giggles. "Just go easy on me please. I have huge trauma around sex."

"No worries!" Mandy says, crawling into bed. "Face away from me and brace your head up on your arm." Sam complies and mandy slides up behind her in the big spoon position, slips one arm under and throws one arm over, wrapping Sam in a back side bear hug and getting two firm handfuls of Sam's ample breasts. Sam gasps as she is pulled back even tighter into Mandy. "Goodnight Sam. Jerry lights." The lights go out.

The grip on Sam's tits does not loosen but Sam calms down and snuggles back and into mandy even further, realising Mandy is not going to 'claim' her bitch tonight. It feels good to be held so firmly but without being played with, Sam felt secure.

"Mandy? you still awake?"

"No Sam, I'm sound asleep, "Mandy laughs.

Sam giggles too. "I don't get you Mandy. Your not like any other woman I know. In fact you're like a gentler, kinder version of T. I can't understand why I trust you so much and I really have no idea how I wound up in bed with you. For a change I just followed the flow and went where it was leading me. I'm nobody's bitch, but I wanted me to be yours. That was my second  to last thought before I died.' Go be Mandy's bitch.' I don't know how you did it, but dying me saw it clearly. You sucked me in." A heavy sigh. "I was abused, molested and raped, by a trusted friend of the family. I was sent to stay with him while my parents went away for a month. Unspeakable things were done to me. Sometimes I think he invited his friends over and let them all have rounds with me while I was bound and blindfolded. I was tossed around and often landed badly, i was knocked on my head hard enough to knock me out many times. After 2 weeks I thought I would die. By the end of the month I was sad that I had not died. I do not know who did what, or what they used but I was bruised and battered and broken, every opening violated with objects of all shapes and sizes. Some of the objects were dicks but most were not. I never saw who or what happened to me. I was blindfolded almost a month straight. The man that did that to me dropped me off back at my home and vanished. My family took me to the doctor and they cleaned and patched me up. My body and my health were not permanently damaged but my head, heart and soul were broken beyond reach of any that tried to help me. I was fouled and soiled, I was deflowered and I was pregnant. My body aborted on it's own and I never felt alive again. I wanted to be as dead as I felt. I went through years of that, with meditation and training being the only time I could focus on anything other then wanting to be dead. So I trained a lot and meditated even more. That saved me, but never completely, I had had a shit day and was ready to die again when Tattoo found me. You know the rest. "

Sam stops for a deep breath and to gather her thoughts. "I have tried to die so many times, and now I can't... That's irony for ya. But I've seen death, my own and now yours too, and till I met you I didn't realise how alone I was. And worse I chose to be that alone, so no one would ever hurt me again. Watching you talk to, care about and for yourself, when there were more then one of you, really felt strange to me. Then with out even knowing me you cared about me too. Then you without hesitation killed yourself. You watched yourself die and you cared for and comforted the dying you. You'r dying thoughts, that you were not afraid because you were not alone. That made me feel it even more, how alone I was. I don't know how you knew I needed to try it that way too but you were right. I never realisesd how much I blamed myself for what happened to me. Deep down I always thought I must have done something to deserve what happened to me. I didn't realise how silly that was until I heard myself say it. I gave myself a round chewing out for that, and made myself forgive myself for so many years of suffering that were not my fault. My last thoughts were 'I forgive you for everything, now you have to do it too.' I'm still not OK, but... I think I'm going to be. Thank you Mandy."

Mandy kisses the back of Sam's neck and say, "your welcome you sexy bitch." Mandy gives Sam's Boobs a good squeeze and then relaxes her grip and falls asleep.

Sam does not know what to think. Everyone that has heard that story has immediately shown her pity and sympathy for what she had been through, then treated her like a fraggle eeg that might crack and break at the slightest bump, but not Mandy. She just got fresh with the back of Sam's neck and boobs and went to sleep. Sam's just another normal person in Mandy's eyes, well no, she's a 'sexy bitch' in Mandy's eyes. Sam smiled, kissed Mandy's hand that was holding her boob and went to sleep.