Dear Clay,

I'm finally taking matters into my own hands, choosing to no longer remain bound and locked up in the darkness of my mind. The last several hours tested my freedom, and I have broken through the barriers and took the reins of my existence.

I've focused on my needs. Never a selfish decision, but a decision based on my need for self-care. I, too, am not healthy or mentally stable, but in this state, I've helped the handful of people closest to me as well as myself.

I'm finally taking back control of my life.

This is how I end the cycle and surpass the grief that's been holding me back, binding me to the past.

This is how I gain control.

For you, I will be free, live free, and do what you could not do. I will laugh, love, and live.

This universe needs me. I will deliver my gift to the world and make you proud on the other side. I already know I have.

~ Ima Jean Paige

THE END

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