he sat there, his hands fiddling with one another and his eyes upward. he felt heavy. his heart, his body, his mind.

he didn't know how to speak. his eyes blinked as he stood up, his chestnut hair falling in front of his sky-toned eyes.

his fingers brushed against a small locket around his neck, rubbing his thumb against it as his wolf tail swooshed. he opened it--kindly and gently and with precision.

it revealed a small, wilting flower petal that was now a browned red. it would turn to dust at the slightlest touch, but LT knew how to handle it.

he smiled at it and shut it, the memories of that night flooding him with a cold nostalgia. The night felt like yesterday in his mind.

Rin's nervousness, his eyes shining and his canine teeth poking from his lip and him looking down. he was so scared to reveal how he felt to him; LT always wondered why though

why was such a handsome boy scared of him and his reactions? how did he not know?