(This first part was written yesterday)

arE YOU KIDDING ME

APPARENTLY MAIL DOESN'T ARRIVE ON TUESDAYS OR THURSDAYS HERE

SO MY ONLY HOPE IS THAT THE PAPER WILL ARRIVE TOMORROW OR ON FRIDAY OR I'LL HAVE TO GO YET ANOTHER WEEK WITHOUT PAPER

AND THIS ISNT BECAUSE OF COVID, ACCORDING TO MY MOM THIS WAS DECIDED BEFORE THE LOCKDOWN WHICH MAKES ME EVEN MORE MAD

WHO'S IDEA WAS THIS? WHO DO I NEED TO STRANGLE?!?!

At this point I might as well fly to England and get the damn paper myself

I'm gonna go crazy long before the paper arrives :))))))

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Ok present Kate here and MY PAPER ARRIVEDDDD HALLELUJAH

My mom picked it up on her way home from work so the moment she walked through the door I asked if it was here yet, and she legit said "sorry, I got a message about how the package had gotten lost and we need to order it again"

I just stood there for a moment speechless before saying "that's not funny" and she showed me the paper

I nearly had a heart attack XD THANK GOD ITS FINALLY HEREEEE

I went through so many emotions today lol

Athena threw up at 5 a.m. so I woke up to my parents wandering around the house and MY DAD IS ACTUALLY INCAPABLE OF BEING QUIET SO I COULDN'T FALL BACK ASLEEP UNTIL 7 A.M.-ISH AND I WAS GETTING SO MAD

When my parents are sleeping, I tip toe around the house and barely make any noise - same with my sister, and my mom is pretty quiet as well

My dad fears nothing

All I heard was him walking back and forth, opening every door in the house a million times, talking loudly to my mom and akshakbwdl I WAS ABOUT TO SNAP

Then I finished Final Fantasy 15...

Did I mention that Hannah's been warning me for a year about how sad it is? :))))

I underestimated it

She was in the room with me while I was going through the last cut scenes...

The tears just kinda peacefully, slowly ran down at first

But oh boy

FF15 SPOILER WARNING

Long story short, you play as Noctis who is the king of kings and he has to sacrifice himself at the very end of the game

So I was crying quietly as he was dying

The screen goes black

At the very start of the game, there's a cut scene of Noctis starting off on his journey with his three friends and the car breaks down and they have to push it the entire way to their destination, so the first thing you do is push that car

They were just joking around the whole time and it was a pretty happy moment

After Noctis died and the game ended, the screen went black and you could hear their conversation from when they were pushing the car together in the beginning of the game

I fucking broke and started sobbing and Hannah was also crying at that point

I was such a mess 😂

I broke again when you saw Noctis (dead) reunite with who would've been his wife (Luna - also dead) and they're sitting on the throne together, and they kiss alshalsjals AND THEN THE CAMERA PANS IN ON A PHOTO NOCTIS WAS HOLDING ONTO OF HIM WITH HIS THREE FRIENDS ALSJAJAB I AM BROKEN

End of spoiler

So Hannah and I have been going around all day joking about how we're going through a new depression :)

This is our lock screen now:

One of the friends that travels and fights with you (Prompto) takes photos throughout the game that you can save and I actually started crying from laughter when I saw this one XD

I laughed even harder when I saw this one:

Aaanywho, I got to finish the lineart of my next drawing (Ram) but I was seriously getting so frustrated

Because of my interrupted sleep and all the crying I did today, my head was aching and my eyes were all blurry so inking was so scary T_T Plus I hadn't eaten much yet so my hands were all shaky, plus I haven't held a pen in over a week

I seriously thought I had fucked up the drawing so many times, I just wanted to scrap it and cry but I couldn't waste the paper T_T I just gave up and laid down in my room and watched Baylee Jae's newest yt video, and that made me feel a lot better XD So then I had dinner and I finished/fixed the lineart and I don't hate it anymore :D

I bought Animal Crossing New Horizons for Hannah's birthday (which is tomorrow) and it arrived today and it's so difficult to keep it from her!! I wanna play with her so badly! T_T I'm so exciteddd

Plus we're having an Asian themed dinner tomorrow since that's what Hannah wanted, and I saw the cake and everything and I think I'm more excited than she is XD

I told Hannah that I could stay up late with her and we can binge watch anime together and play Pokémon (and Animal Crossing, which she doesn't know yet) and have snacks and stuff and she seriously got so happy, it warmed my heart so much 😭😭

I don't really do much with her because she's usually holed up in her room lol but she gets really happy when we actually do things together, so I played some Pokémon with her and she gave me an editing tutorial lol

Plus we watched some more Death Note AND ITS SO GOOD ALSJALSK I had forgotten how good it is!! We've seen 10 episodes so far (well, I've seen all of them, but that was a long time ago lol) and L and Light have finally met and alhdljs it's so good!!

Plus whenever we watch it, I just think about my favorite song because of this video:

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(The very end of the video is a spoiler though, so skip that part if you haven't seen the anime yet :>)

I also forgot that Ryuk is actually a legend

I was dying when he was explaining how he has withdrawal symptoms from not eating apples and it makes his body twist and he does handstands

If you haven't already seen Death Note, please watch it lmao you're not gonna regret it! XD It's a great anime for beginners as well

Ok I hope you guys have a great day/night! If not, here's a meme to cheer you up :D