All my titles have something to do with simping or crying lmao what is my life-

My ability to get attached to people who don't exist scares me sometimes

I legit could not sleep a few nights ago after I finished The Promised Neverland

So first I couldn't fall asleep for a few hours, and then I woke up many times throughout the night and every time I woke up, the last few episodes would repeat in my mind and I would struggle going back to sleep :(

When I tell you I would do anything for Norman 😔✋💕

In all seriousness though, The Promised Neverland was a masterpiece and I recommend everyone to check it out :) The art and animation was enough to make my heart flutter, I would die for all the characters, and the plot was so interesting, exciting and well-done 👌

^ I don't give many anime a 10/10, but The Promised Neverland deserved it

While I was trying to rate it, I initially had it at 9 but then I thought to myself "what flaws did The Promised Neverland have?" and not a single thought came to mind, so I bumped it up to a 10 and I don't regret it :)

Speaking of beautiful art, Genshin Impact makes me fEeL tHinGs

You can see the light through the windows and the particles in the air and AHHHHH ITS SO BEAUTIFUL ALBLAJXLAJC

THE DETAIL

I have such deep respect for Mihoyo after trying to draw several of the characters because damn... THE DETAILS ALDJALXJAL

You don't think much about it until you're trying to draw all the tiny details OvO

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While I'm still talking about anime lol

I just finished the Hunter x Hunter arc that destroyed everyone

I had heard so much about how this arc was so heartbreaking and people had cried so hard to it, and I came to a sad part last night or the night before that, but it wasn't nearly as sad as I had expected

I didn't even cry and I was really disappointed because I thought that was the moment that apparently broke everyone

It turns out that wasn't the moment :))) I came to a sad moment today and there was this part where they showed flashbacks and not a single tear fell and I was so proud of myself. The screen went black and I thought the episode was over and I was proud of myself

But then it continued and some shit went down and I ended up crying lol

But that was not it!

I watched the next episode and something else happened and I cried even harder (it was happy crying tho)

And then something happened at the end of that episode and I can't remember the last time I've cried that hard :) Like, I cried pretty hard to The Promised Neverland earlier this week, but I can't remember the last time I've just sobbed and sobbed

It wasn't even gradual, my hands just immediately went to my mouth to muffle my sobs because I was crying so hard that I couldn't be quiet 😂 It was so bad, I was a fucking wreck and I don't know how to cOPE

I literally felt my heart break and jump with joy at the same time and I cried so hard it legit looked like I was having the worst mental breakdown of my life and I might've nearly choked on my tears a few times-

At least I came to the last arc, so I get to see Hisoka again :D Lol

Hunter x Hunter is truly a masterpiece and I recommend it to everyone, but beware... Nothing has quite made me hurt like this anime did, and I'm not even finished with all the sad shit yet XD

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Bruh

I completely forgot that I'm getting some money for my birthday this year XD Like, quite a bit XD

Ya gurl's blood money is coming ✌️😂 The first batch, at least

I'm still not sure exactly how much it is or when I get it ('cause I get some of it when I turn 18 and the rest is split over two more years) :P

In case you're confused lol, there was a huge lawsuit when I was younger and every child involved was put in different tiers depending on the severity, and since the investigators couldn't find any proof that anything happened to me, I'm in tier 2 or 3 but since the possibility that something happened to me is still there and it's relatively big, I get money :D

Beebe hospital will be paying for my college education 😌 They're gonna be paying for a lot of kid's college education, first house or first car and that's what they fucking get for covering up for a monster all those years :)

I don't wanna end this chapter on such a dark note lmao so here's my new lock and home screen 🥰

He's so soft and precious alsjalsalslkc help 😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕💕❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰

My top 3 anime characters are so different lmao

One of them is Yamaguchi, who is the most precious creation on this planet and could never hurt a fly

And then the other one is Chrollo, who is the leader of a criminal organization and causes nothing but death and destruction :) He's a good villain though because he's not the dumb kind and he's not the super evil kind that's always laughing obnoxiously lol. He really cares about his fellow Phantom Troupe members so he has a soft side and could really love you, but he's also really strong and powerful and basically has a bunch of super strong bodyguards so you'd be untouchable and protected :D

My absolute favorite character will always be Hak from Yona of the Dawn though 🥰🥰🥰 Then it's a tie between Yamaguchi and Chrollo, and then comes Bakugou :D

I'm gonna end this with a Genshin Impact meme that gives me life :)

I hope you guys have a great day/night :D