I haven't been this emotionally invested in a show in a long time

I kinda love the pain lol, MHA IS DESTROYING MEEE

It's getting so intense, I feel so restless while watching it XD I watched 13 episodes yesterday

If I keep this up, I'll be finished with season 4 today >_<

The second opening for season 4 honestly scares the hell out of me because it looks like there's nothing but happy, heartwarming moments up ahead but WHY DO I HAVE A FEELING THAT IT'S ALL LIES-

I'm so happy that it looks like Jirou will finally get some more screen time though :DDD

WHY ARE ALL THE HEROES SO FREAKING TALL

I would understand All Might being 220 cm in his hero form, BUT HOW IS HIS SCRAWNY NORMAL FORM 220 CM TALL

THAT IS SLIGHTLY TERRIFYING

Kaminari... you're either very brave or very stupid 😂 (probably both tbh)

I also just realized that he called Bakugou "Kacchan" 🥺

I can't express how much I love the Bakugou, Kirishima and Kaminari squad 👌

Speaking of Kirishima, HE'S SO CUTE WITH HIS HAIR DOWN 🥺🥺💞💞

Why does he remind me of a human Knuckles lol HE USES HIS FISTS TO FIGHT TOO WTF-

KIRISHIMA = KNUCKLES CONFIRMED??? 😂😂

Aaaand speaking of cute, I wish Todoroki would smile more, LOOK AT THIS PURE BOI

This photo has blessed me

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There's a part of my childhood trauma that consists solely of Chuck E Cheese

I WAS AT A BIRTHDAY PARTY THERE ONCE (can't remember how old I was but I'm gonna guess 5 or 6? XD)

AND WE WERE ALL UP ON STAGE WITH THE ANIMATRONIC

AND IT WAS SO TERRIFYING

I THINK THERE WAS ALSO SOME PERSON DRESSED UP IN SOME CHUCK E CHEESE MASCOT AND HE CAME UP TO ME AT SOME POINT AND I THINK I HID FROM HIM

^ LOOK ME IN THE EYES AND TELL ME THAT'S NOT HORRIFYING

I absolutely hate the way animatronics move, it's so unsettling and disturbing and unnatural and-

I still remember the way his head would move and those soulless, empty eyes would look at me T_T

My sister and I would always hide from him XD

What the fuck is that

THE OTHER ONE IS EVEN SCARIER

WHY DO THESE EXIST

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I'm learning about drinking culture in English class, and I had to do some research and I found this

That's so sad T_T What in the world makes guys want to try alcohol when they're 11 years old? T_T

Those poor children... THAT'S SO MESSED UP

WHERE DO THEY EVEN GET THE ALCOHOL?!

Go outside and play or something, you should not be trying alcohol at such a young age ;w; I don't think anyone should try alcohol until they're fully aware of what it does to their body and mind, you don't understand the risks at 11 years old T_T

I remember we had to sit through some kind of conference in 8th or 9th grade about alcohol, drugs, peer pressure and all that, and that talk is still burned into my mind >_<

Maybe I've just been extra wary of things like that because I've always been at risk of getting addicted (one of the perks of social anxiety T_T)

I never even thought about trying alcohol until I was 16 lmao, WHY DO PEOPLE TRY IT SO YOUNG

DO YOU FEAR NOTHING? T_T

I would literally never be able to forgive myself if my family saw me drunk, my parents would be disappointed in me and probably wouldn't trust me anymore, and it would probably influence my sister so much

I'm supposed to be her role model, I'm not setting a very good example if I come home drunk T_T I remember when I used the "role model" argument when JT and B asked me why I don't sleep around and B was like "pfffft you don't sleep around because of your sister?"

I swear to god, it took every ounce of my life force to not shout "not everyone is a slut like you", I WAS SO TEMPTED

There's also a little something called "morals", it's something us normal people have :) Believe it or not, some of us respect ourselves enough and value our morals too much to bother with something as utterly meaningless as getting drunk and sleeping around 🤷‍♀️ Some of us actually have better things to do

I also care about my family too much to taint their eyes and mind with such a horrible image of myself

If I'm gonna get drunk, I'm damn right gonna be smart about it and not get caught XD

Thank fucking god I'm most likely never seeing JT and B again, I don't think I can handle being in the same room as those two again. I honestly can't understand how I didn't flip out on them every day, we have COMPLETELY different morals and we don't even like each other XD

I did tell JT to shut up that one time by accident, but honestly that was such a beautiful moment and I'm happy I said that lmaooo

She shouldn't have pushed my buttons 🙂🤷‍♀️

I feel kinda mean for saying this but they really were not good people. I know they've both had a tough life, but imma be real with you guys; that's no excuse. How you deal with your pain is your choice. Your actions are your responsibilities. You can't use your past as an excuse

It's taken me too long to figure that out lol. I think I used my anxiety as an excuse a lot, but I really can't. It's not my fault that I have it and I can't change the fact that I developed it, but I do choose how to cope with it and how to move on. So I'm not gonna feel pity for someone becoming the way they are because of how tough their life has been. That's no excuse to act like a dick 🤷‍♀️ That is something the whole Mal ordeal taught me lol

Sorry I'm rambling again lol, I hope you guys have a nice day/night ╰(*'︶'*)╯♡