I forgot to write this in my last chapter fml

Hannah and I baked brownies as a belated Mother's Day gift and there was a lot of powdered sugar on top

We all had a slice, and at some point I breathed in the powdered sugar and started coughing and my mom said something about me snorting strange white powder

And I just sat there for a moment before saying "what the fuck" lmao

My parents and I then got into a long discussion about drugs, and my dad started telling stories about his high friends 😂

What a beautiful conversation lol

I STILL CAN'T GET OVER THAT ONE STORY MY DAD TOLD ME

About how he's never been able to say "I love you" to anyone (which says a lot because he's dated A LOT of girls lol), but he couldn't stand being so far away from my mom and he drunk called her and that was the first time he ever said "I love you" to anyone 🥺🥺😭😭💞💞

MY HEART

My parents are the whole reason why I believe in soulmates 😂

I mean, come on, THEY BOUGHT THE EXACT SAME CHRISTMAS GIFT FOR EACH OTHER ONE YEAR XD

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I said in my dream last night "there's a thing called a people-hangover" and why is that the truest thing I've ever said 😂😂 I literally laughed out loud after I woke up because that was the most genius thing I've ever thought about

It be like that tho, I hang out with a certain person or too many people one day and I literally feel people-hungover the next day and just need to be alone and rest 😂

I'm pretty much as introverted as you can get lol

For that huge science project at school, everyone was making groups and working together but we're only allowed to be up to three people in a group

JT and B decided to work together and B said that they should get Mark to join, but then JT said that I would be alone

So I told them that I actually already had the entire project planned out in my mind and that I'd prefer to work alone

JT then said that I'm a lone wolf and... the truth hurts 😂😂

She then said, "you can work in a pact, but you work best alone"

Yep, that sounds like me 😭😭 Why am I such a loner lol

There's a difference between being alone and being lonely though (=ﾟωﾟ)ﾉ I value my alone time way too much 🤣

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Within my first 10 minutes of being at school, I already had to witness a discussion about kinks 🤦‍♀️

I had to tune out lmao but JT and B were talking about getting choked 🤦‍♀️

It was dead silent in the classroom and JT just went "DON'T YOU JUST LOVE BEING CHOKED"

And then they started asking for my opinion and I was like wtf??? 😂 MY POOR VIRGIN EARS

Hearing them talk made me think about something though

AM I TOO MUCH OF A GOOD GIRL? AM I BORING?! DO I NEED A REBEL PHASE?! 😭😭

I never had a rebellious teenage phase lmao, even my sister went through a phase where she just wanted to be alone in her room, wear black clothes and listen to depressing music

The most rebellious thing I've done was steal Mal's parents' alcohol with my friends but we all took like two sips and chickened out and put it back 😂 (I'm too weak, I wasn't born to be an alcoholic 😩🤢)

IM TOO GOOD AND OBEDIENT, I need to cause at least a little bit of trouble for my parents... 😂

Ok I take that back, I don't have the heart to cause trouble for my parents, I don't know how other people do it T_T

Back to the disgusting conversations between B and JT lol, today was peak disgust (continue with caution... XD)

How is it possible to talk about sex so. damn. much.

They sound like teenage guys going through puberty (no offense lmfao)

You have no idea how many times I heard "my hobby is sleeping around" and "I want to fuck" today

andIhadtolistentoadetaileddiscussionaboutwhatcumtasteslike

Not even my earbuds could tune that out :(

IM GENUINELY DISGUSTED

I have some good news lol

THE WORLD IS SMILING DOWN UPON ME

With every day that passes, everything starts to fall into place and karma is doing justice! 🤣

It's actually really sad to hear about though and I really pity Mal because her reputation is so bad right now. She used to be liked by many, but people are seeing her true colors and it's really taking its toll on her reputation - she has no friends, she's "on a break" with her boyfriend and literally nobody likes her

I was talking with T and her friend, and we started talking about this and the friend even mentioned about how crazy and scary it is that Mal drove to my house in the middle of the night to tell me to come outside (not gonna lie, I thought her gang was gonna stand there ready to attack me lol)

Apparently just about everyone knows about the things Mal has done towards my friends and I now, and T's friend said that everyone was taking my side

My heart... TwT <3 Justice has been done!! XD Mal has officially managed to lose everything in her attempt to ruin my life and my friends' life :D

Now I hope that she really takes this as an opportunity to reflect and learn... This has to be rock bottom for her, right? XD I hope that she cleans up her act and gets back on the right path, because until she manages to act and think like a decent human being, I can't wish happiness upon her

And I obviously want her to be happy someday, but I don't want that to happen until she's learned from all this =3= Hitting rock bottom was one of the best things to happen to me lmfao, I hope she takes this opportunity to grow

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I finally got to give P his commission today lol

I feel bad though because he had to wait for more than an hour >_> AT LEAST HE HAS IT NOW XD

He still insisted on giving me the three next volumes of My Hero Academia T_T HE ALREADY PAID FOR THE COMMISSION, WHY IS HE GIVING ME MOREEEE

Now I feel guilty TwT

I'm super happy to have the tournament / sports festival arc in book form lol, but I feel bad because he was so willing to give them to me and they're expensive >_< IM SORRY P

I don't deserve this, I haven't paid for a single one of them 😭😭😭

I walked together with JT, B, Mark and P afterwards

I have a bit of a psychological observation (=ﾟωﾟ)ﾉ Normally when people laugh, the first thing they do is look at their crush to see it they're laughing too (or if they noticed them or whatever) 🤣

It was kind of embarrassing that he was looking at me so much because it was windy af and my long ass hair was going in every direction and AHH IT'S SO FRUSTRATING, I wanted to chop off my hair right there and then 😂

I still can't get over how much of an idiot I am 🤦‍♀️

I was sitting with T during our lunch break and we started talking about when we were talking with P and he said that one very obvious thing that I heard literally nothing of 😂

For those of you who are new here lol, I was talking about crushes with T and P and P said something like "sometimes you have a crush on someone and they don't even notice" and then looked directly at me

I didn't even know about this until several days later when T told me about it 😂

My brain just decided to not pay attention at all apparently because I did not hear that and I just went on with talking about other things 😂😂 WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME-

Poor guy lmfao

Imagine hinting that you like someone and have that person not process a word you just said

That's gotta sting 😭😂

Ok I just wanna end this with some videos youtube recommended for me last night

Youtube must think I'm weird af 😂 (I mean, I am, but youtube doesn't need to know that >_> 🤣)