I'm gonna start off by wishing Water_Girl_27 happy birthday!! I hope you have an amazing day, you're such a sweet person and you deserve literally nothing but the best! ❤️❤️❤️🎉🎉🎉

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I had some weird dreams last night lmao

WHY DO I KEEP DREAMING THAT PEOPLE WANT TO KILL ME 😭😭😭

My first thought when I woke up was "is this a sign" so I was too scared to go back to sleep for a while :'> I'm so scared that my dreams are warnings and someone's out to get me-

And then in my next dream, I dreamt that Mal was a stalker and she would stand outside my house, just watching me day in and day out, waiting for the right moment to attack and kill me ;-; When I found out that she was stalking me, I got angry and yelled "you're such a bitch" and then she got furious, walked up to me and yelled "I'm not a bitch, I'm a slut!" and I can't stop laughing about that now 😂😂

I feel so bad for my one friend who has to go to the same class as people like Mal and JT :'))) We spoke about it today, and she even said that Mal and another bitch had planned to invite my friend out to the diner in town, just so they can talk about their gross sex life in front of my friend and exclude her

I'm not even joking, they legitimately wanted to invite her JUST so she could feel left out or jealous or something but let's be honest here, who would be jealous of their sad lives?

I just pity them, all they care about is partying, smoking and sleeping around with old, gross, worthless guys, and in the end they're gonna accomplish nothing in their sad lives and die alone, not leaving a single positive impact on this planet or on any other people

I'm so glad I got away from them >_< I don't understand why people choose to be so awful, like they have so much potential but they choose not to use it and to live utterly worthless lives, where all they ever accomplish is making others miserable??

I know I sound harsh but it's the truth >_< It's people like that that make me most angry; people with so much potential and who could really accomplish great things in their life, but choosing to do nothing. They'd rather put no effort or care into anything, which results in them living lazy, worthless lives, and on their deathbed they're just gonna be thinking about all the things they should've done but never did

Honestly what's the point in even living if you don't burn for anything? If there's nothing that you care about or are passionate about? Nothing that makes you want to give it your all?

Luckily my friend will only have to suffer through them for a year, and she'll have us between classes and after school :'> I just hope Mal and the others won't give her too much of a hard time, she doesn't deserve it T_T

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I came to school early today and just sat and read IT, and R passed me and she instantly ran to me when she saw me to see where in the book I'm at

She keeps talking about some awful character named Patrick and apparently I'm close to the most fucked up parts of the book XD

Then she told me that she and the rest of the gang were sitting somewhere else and told me to join them and I got super happy ;w; 💕 So I sat with them until class started :D

T and I always go to them during lunch and the first thing R said to me was "H thinks you're pretty", she's taken on Amalie's role of making fun of me because I get so embarrassed over everything :))))

So then she and T kept complimenting me just to make me embarrassed :))))

My height, my drunk voice, my embarrassment, what's next? 😭😭😂

After lunch, we had an author visit us and talk about herself, and I thought it was gonna be unbelievably boring but I actually enjoyed it

She's from Somalia, her parents died when she was 2 and her caretakers were raped, tortured and murdered in front of her when she was 6 years old

She came to Norway and lived on the streets for years, and on top of that she realized that she's a lesbian (and you can imagine how many people hated her and sent her death threats for being a muslim and gay)

So yeah, she's never even gone a single day to school and she's managed to write 6 books! She didn't even hold a pencil until she was 15

She struggled so much growing up but she she turned all her pain into knowledge and now she's helping children and teenagers all over Norway and in Somalia, and I just thought it was a really inspiring story >w< She really had a way with words too

There was one thing she said that stuck with me though

She said that someone had once told her that God must be punishing her since she went through so much pain in her life

And she replied with, "I don't think He's punishing me, I think He's challenging me because he knows I'm strong" and this might be my new favorite quote

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YA GIRL HAS A NEW FAVORITE SONGGGG I CAN'T BREATHEEE ALSJALS

I was listening to Three Days Grace because I've really been vibing to their music lately so I wanted to hear some of their songs I haven't heard before

I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY CAN PLAY MUSIC THIS BEAUTIFUL

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I wasn't expecting to have my heart stolen today 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕

The moment the chorus started, I knew Three Days Grace officially owned my heart (yes, they're officially my favorite band now)

I don't know what I love more: the sad, slow, emotional first chorus, or the last chorus when the guitar and drums kicks in and he's not singing about being heartbroken anymoreee

It's so crazy that they can literally go from a song like "Last to Know" to this:

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The majority of their music is like the song I just added, so I was so shocked when "Last to Know" came on XD

Now I don't know which Three Days Grace song I love most ;-; I think it's a tie between "Last to Know" and "The Good Life", and second place is tied between "The Real You", "Animal I Have Become" and "Break"

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I'm gonna end with this beautiful creation

I love it lmaooo