— written Wednesday March 31st —

I CLIMBED INTO BED AND SAW A BIG CLUMP OF HAIR AND THOUGHT IT WAS A SPIDER AND NEARLY SCREAMED

ASHALSJAA I GIVE UP

I opened my mouth and everything (and I never scream), I was so close because it was a huge clump right next to my butt 😭😭

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I was watching Bungo Stray Dogs with Hannah two days ago, and like always, we were making comments about how gorgeous everyone is and how they're all gay for each other

We both started laughing so hard because at the exact same time, Hannah said "smack that ass" while I said "he's so soft!" XD

The difference between us lmao

Hannah: smack that ass!! 😏🤣
Me: hE's sO soFt!! 🥺

That's the second time that's happened too lol

Also

DAZAI APPARENTLY DOESN'T LIKE DOGS??!???!!?!!?? THIS IS UNACCEPTABLE

How could he disappoint me like this 😔😔😔

He's one of my favorite characters and he's voiced by my favorite voice actor, WHY MUST HE HATE DOGS 😭😭 LITERALLY NO ONE DISLIKES DOGS, IT'S INHUMANE

Speaking of anime, Hannah also convinced me to start watching Naruto lol. So two days a week, we're gonna switch out whatever we're watching with Naruto XD I've actually seen 14 episodes before but I don't remember anything so we're starting from the beginning lol

I started watching the second season of Fruits Basket but my sister is also currently watching it on my crunchyroll account so imma just wait until she's finished XD So in the meantime I'm finally watching the final season of Attack on Titan!

I can't believe I didn't watch it while it was airing >_< AOT just isn't the same anymore :( It's still REALLY good, but so much has changed and it just doesn't feel like AOT anymore... The art style changed, their biggest enemies are now other humans rather than titans, and I know that several characters look different in this final season :(

At least Armin looks unbelievably fine 😳👌😂

Everyone keeps talking about Eren's glow up, but let's take a moment to appreciate Armin's (I mean, Eren looks stUnNinG, but his personality's gone to shit, while Armin is still amazing 🥰)

He went from this:

To this:

^ this photo occupies 70% of my brain

I never thought the day would come where I would have to watch Armin fight with Eren :( I mean I haven't actually seen it yet lmao but I've seen some photos and it breaks my heart 😭😭 YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE BEST FRIENDS ALSJALSJL

Luckily there's gonna be a part 2 to the final season so Eren still has time to redeem himself and be buddies with Armin and Mikasa again :')

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My Discover Weekly on Spotify has been pretty shit lately but I listened to it last night while drawing, and my Discover Weekly really popped off this time 😳

First of all, this song is my new obsession

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When it first started, I was like "eh, it's fine" but by the chorus I had already fallen in love :>

This one is also really good:

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Hot dAMn

Again, it started off pretty good but around 2 minutes into it it pops off 😳🤤

And this song is a little different but it's been stuck in my head all day lmao

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If you're not a big fan of rock then you'll probably like the last song the most lol

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Stop reading here if blood bothers you :) No seriously, stop here if you have any issue with it at all because the rest of this chapter is pretty disgusting XD

I'm on my period and I had a HUGE nosebleed this morning, i was starting to think I developed an iron deficiency 😭😂

It was so bad, I was nearly choking on my blood because I had so much coming out of my nose all at once XD Did I mention that this happened at like 8 a.m.? Lol

I actually woke up at around 7 and turned around to go back to sleep, and then I felt something running down my throat and I knew my nose was bleeding :') Though since I was laying down, the blood only dripped down my throat and I knew that it would take an emergency to get me out of bed (there was no way in hell I was gonna suffer through a nosebleed at 7 a.m.)

But I woke up again at around 8 and I felt it run down my throat again and I thought to myself that it's probably not healthy to be swallowing so much blood lmao so I got up and it was like my nose exploded all at once because there was sO much blOod 😭😂

It's not like I had time to eat or drink anything either, and I lost so much blood that I was actually lightheaded afterwards XD I was so warm and cold at the same time and I was really dizzy and it felt like I might faint lol

After playing some Genshin Impact and eating and drawing a bit, I took a shower and I bled some more lmfao

Literally every girl knows the struggle of getting dressed quickly after a shower when you're on your period because you're racing against your blood lmfao, and I could feel some blood coming so I hurried up and dried off faster

I looked down and the white towel I was standing on had turned orange from blood, and I was really confused because I knew for a fact that it wasn't my period blood or my nosebleed - meaning I was now bleeding from a third area

Turns out i cut my heel pretty bad while shaving XD So I had to ignore it and quickly get some clothes on before I bled out on the floor lol and then I got to put a bandaid on

I put on my tights and then I notice that there's like 3 large streaks of blood on my hand and I realized that I am bleeding FROM A FOURTH PLACE

So I pull my tights back off again and see smudged blood on my leg so I guess I cut my other leg while shaving (I should probably be more careful lmao)

I think I was bleeding from just about every hole and pore this morning 😂 I've had to clean up so much blood today, it's not even funny-

So yeah, that's how my morning went XD I hope you guys had a more pleasant morning with a little less blood lmao