Gotta love starting the week off with PE 😭😭

"Where Butterflies Never Die" has been playing on repeat in my brain for about a week or two now and it's what got me through PE on Monday 🥲 I kept humming and quietly singing it throughout the day so I hope I didn't annoy T too much 😂

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Bruh

Two nights ago, I had a dream that I woke up at like 11 a.m. so I obviously came really late to school

I woke up yesterday but I didn't hear my alarm go off so I was just gonna go back to sleep, but I checked the time first and realized that my alarm wat supposed to go off 10-15 minutes ago

My dream was warning me 😂 My first class was at 9:40 but I had accidentally set my alarm to 9:30 instead of 8:30 lol

And I wasn't even planning on checking the time, I was just gonna turn over and go back to sleep but my dream made me think twice XD

I had a potentially embarrassing moment at school yesterday lol

We were watching some show in Norwegian class and there was a, well, a spicy scene lol

AND MY THROAT DECIDED IT WOULD BE A GOOD TIME TO FUCKING DIE

I had to cough so bad 😭😭 I coughed like three times and my throat was still itching and scratching so bad and I was nearly gagging because I had to cough so bad

I held back my coughs so hard that my eyes literally teared up lmao

WHY, JUST WHY??

I got a major throwback to when I fainted in sex ed, why does my well being leave the chat at the worst moments?!?! The moments I most definitely want to draw the least amount of attention, is when I end up drawing the most!! Whyyyy 😭😭😭😂

Ok last school thing lol

I can't remember if I mentioned this or not, but there's this one guy in my class that I don't really like because he has a big ego and is generally really insensitive and mean lol

We sit at the same table now, and in English class, we had to read texts two and two so I was gonna read with the girl next to me

But we decided to combine the two groups at our table so all four of us read together, meaning that the guy was with my group (along with two other girls)

And at some point, he was gonna say that it's my turn to read and he said "kaitlin kitty cat" and I just alsjaldjakxlakx whAT

IT WAS SO WEIRD AND UNCOMFORTABLE ALSJDLSKSL all of us just starting laughing and face palming and I even said "please don't ever say that again" 😂😂

It's even worse when you know how he talks, he had that weird playful yet condescending tone and it was so uncomfortable 😭😂😂 kAiTLiN kiTtY caT-

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Do you guys remember that one girl (Shay) that T and I are friends with and we tend to go to her workshop and draw together? :D

She celebrated her birthday today so T and I went to the mall after school to buy a gift for her but neither of us had a mask and people have started to use masks more and more over here, it was lowkey embarrassing walking around without one XD

We're not required to use masks over here yet, it wasn't until just before Easter that they started to recommend masks in public and I haven't been out in public (other than for school) since before then (plus there's still no covid in town)

Everyone was using masks and we both just pulled our scarves over our mouth and noses XD

That moment of panic where you have to sneeze in panic

It was kinda funny because I just looked up at T with wide eyes and went "oh no!" and then had the lightest, most feminine sneeze ever 😂 And then I looked around to make sure I didn't gain attention-

But anyway, we went to the only art/bookstore in town (it's shit but it's all we have 🥲) and I felt the softest brush ever and I just turned to T and said "I just had an orgasm in my soul" 🤣

I think T was getting embarrassed because I kept moaning quietly and touching it and saying stuff like "it's so nice!!" XD And by moaning I mean I basically kept feeling up the brush and going "ahh~ =w=" lol

Don't ever take me shopping at an art store, I say the most inappropriate things 😂 I will look at something and be like "that's a sexy marker" and have no shame XD

Anywho, we bought some cute tiny paints and the super soft paint brush and walked over to Shay's workshop :D

We had pizza (which was definitely needed after my torturous geography class plus English presentation), popcorn, cake and some other goodies :D It was all so good, I thought my stomach was gonna burst lol

It was nice to finally hang out with people outside of school for once XD It's been difficult since we're only allowed to be so many people together and there's all these rules >_< I still stick by my belief that everyone in my town is immune! XD

I've actually heard a lot of rumors about how it's because of all the copper here, so either the water we drink or the air we breathe is boosting our immune system lol

If you guys had any idea how many tourists we've had here last summer, Christmas break and Easter break, you'd understand how it's absolutely impossible that infected people haven't been here - we must just not be catching it! So my theory is that we're immune lolol

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I can't remember if I mentioned this or not, but everyone gets called in to the military at 18 so a few months ago we were all sent a mandatory questionnaire that we all had to answer out and send back

I finally got a reply today! I wasn't called into the military 😂 Thank God lmao

Don't know what they would do with a weak ass, socially anxious 5'2 emotional mess like myself 😂 At least now I don't have to worry about it lol

My friends that have gotten their answers back haven't been called in either :D

None of us wanted to be called in so I hope none of them do either >_<

Anywho, I've come to the realization that in anime form, I look like a mix of Hange and Sasha from Attack on Titan XD My hair is a mix of Hange and Sasha's but I have Sasha's face, and when I where my glasses I look a little more like Hange :D

(though, I've always thought that Sasha is the character that looks most like me lol)

^ I look like Sasha and Hannah looks like Petra lol

Also, why is anime Hannah so precious? 🥺🥺

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Before I get into the rest of the anime thingies, here's what convos between Hannah and I look like

We're talking about Fruits Basket characters, and in case you don't know, the characters there are human versions of the Chinese Zodiacs but they can turn into their animal form

Kyo is a cat and Shigure is a dog XD

Also, I have a headcanon that Kyo purrs when he's comfortable 😌

FRUITS BASKET DID ME DIRTY!!! Kyo bent over really fast and it looked just like he was about to kiss Tohru and my soul left my body and I nearly went into cardiac arrest

I was basically screeching into my hands afterwards trying to recover XD I thought it was finally happening 😭

Anywho

Hannah and I are trying out a new anime streaming app because we found out that the reason why there's such shit selection in crunchyroll is because another app/website called Wakanim has those anime

So we're doing a free trial and I thought it was a great opportunity to quickly watch some anime that I've always wanted to watch but isn't on crunchyroll

So I started watching Kaguya-sama: Love is War and I knew it would be right up my alley!! It's psychological and it's romance, perfect for me! 🤣 (I actually just finished the first season lol)

It's about the two main characters who both have a little thing for each other, but in their eyes, love is a war and the one who falls in love first loses

They both have extremely high status and are very rich and powerful, so pride is very important to them lol

So there's a lot of mind games and manipulation and I live for it >w< Plus Chika is such a serotonin boost lmao

Please watch her little dance, it lives in my brain rent free XD

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Here's the opening (no spoilers whatsoever, it's just to give you guys a little taste of the anime plus it's catchy ;3)

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Yona of the Dawn manga spoilers ahead ;3

Speaking of serotonin boosts-

It's been so many chapters since I've seen Yona and Hak together, I squealed so hard when I saw that 😭😭💕💕

Just look at his eYeS he's in LoVe-

My stomach hurts so bad just watching him, how do you do 6000+ sit ups?!?!! How do you even do 100, or 50??!!

Also, THERES A SECOND SQUIRREL!!!!

That made me so happy XDD Ao has a friend now! :D

And lastly, the other dragons clinging to Jae-Ha is my new favorite thing XD