I'm gonna cram everything into this chapter, I'm sorry lol

Don't worry, this entire chapter is not about The Stand lmao, but I need to start off with something that disturbed the fuck out of me

I hadn't come across a single sex scene in The Stand, but... that changed today lol

What the fuck makes Stephen King think about these things

(It's only a teeny tiny spoiler, it really means nothing to the story)

If you want a sleepless night, read this:

ALSJALKALDKL WHAT

I can't describe the discomfort I felt while reading this

Pennywise in IT can literally become ANYTHING you're afraid of, but he doesn't scare me as much as The Kid does

I'm seriously not joking, The Kid scares the fuck out of me (and not just because of the shoving-the-barrel-of-a-gun-up-someone's-anus-)

THIS CHARACTER IS SO TERRIFYING TO ME, YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT OTHER THINGS HE DOES

And I thought it was bad enough reading about "the zoo"... Alshalkla IM THINKING ABOUT IT AGAIN AHH

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Onto some happier things that has nothing to do with shoving things inside people :D

I have a new obsession

HOW IS GENSHIN IMPACT SO GOOD-

It feels like I'm playing Breath of the Wild, just... more anime XD Plus with more characters :D

ITS SO GORGEOUS, IM SERIOUSLY IN AWE

I'm working on a drawing of Amber :3

So now I'm addicted to both Among Us and Genshin Impact and I've been rotating between the two all week lmao

Speaking of Among Us, I have some screenshots lolol

Oikawa, Hinata, Kageyama and Nishinoya were all in the same game (I was Hinata) and we all got along so well lol

So I gave them my ig and-

Lolol

I played with some strange people today though lmao

^ that happened the second I joined the game, I hadn't even spoken yet lmao

They kept calling emergency meetings and pissing everyone off because they wanted to talk to me lmfao

I'm so confused

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To some real life stuff! lol

I have a friend who's birthday is someday next week and she's been kinda down lately so my friends and I decided to throw a surprise party for her yesterday :D

We told her it's a girls night but we all came a little earlier to get things ready and surprised her! :DD I think it worked because she finally seemed like her normal self again, and it's been a while since I've seen her so happy <3

So that was really nice >w< We had a long discussion about how apparently everyone thinks it would be cool to be a mafia wife-

And then we had a conversation about creepy instances in our life and I told them about the time that person grabbed me in elementary school lmao

But now I'm scared that they don't believe me :') I feel like no one believes me when I tell them that story, especially when I live in a town where literally nothing ever happens

(It's the story I've told you guys a million times about that guy who stood inside my school while we were all outside after school, and he ran after me and grabbed the hood of my jacket and tried to pull me back inside lol - I'm still convinced I was nearly kidnapped that day XD)

I don't dare tell them about Earl Brian Bradley, that's even more unbelievable >_> It's not anything I'm ready to talk about with them anyway lol

But yeah, it was nice :D We haven't had a girls night in a while and it was well needed >w<

T also baked a beautiful cake :333

I also have good news!! My favorite soda isn't ruined for me after all after... you know... my vomiting! :D

I drank Fanta Exotic last night so I'm glad it's not ruined for me lol

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Ok two things! XD

Kissanime (and kissmanga) is shut down so I didn't know where to read manga anymore, so I asked my sister and I googled the website she was talking about

Why is "smut" the first thing that comes up-

Ok last thing

But I wouldn't read this part unless you've seen the first 3 seasons of OUAT (or you don't care about spoilers)

IS THIS THE HAPPIEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE??!!!???!?!

I CANT BREATHE

MY HEART CANT HANDLE THIS KIND OF HAPPINESS

First of all, I watched Hook and Emma go back in time and Emma had to distract past-Hook by, well, flirting lol and past-Hook started kissing her and present-Hook got jealous and punched him and it was amazing

And then

anD THEN

AND THENNN

THEY KISSED ALXJLJAKSLBQ

EMMA
KISSED
HOOK

AKSHALXJALKSL

F I N A L L Y

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OH MY FUCKING GOD

"HERE FOR YOU" JUST CAME ON SHUFFLE PLAY

ALSJALSJL

THANK YOU, GOD

THIS IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL MOMENT 😭😭😭😭

I'm so emotionally invested in Hook and Emma's relationship aldjapsjl

He's only loved her for nearly two seasons now :)))))

I don't know how to process thisssss IM TOO HAPPY AND NOW THE SONG I LOVE MOST IS PLAYING AND I JUST AHHHH

I AM HERE FOR YOUUU

AND IVE ALWAYS BEEN,

WAITING BY YOUR SIDE

I TOOK THE PAIN FOR YOU,

WHILE THE WORLD STOOD STILL

YOU WERE ON MY MIND

I AM HERE FOR YOUUU

I am overwhelmed by happiness even though I've seen the Hook and Emma kiss two other times lmao

^ this is exactly why I can't watch or read anything that involves romance, I turn into such a mess lmfao heLp mE