(This first part was written last night >_<)

Well

Reading Toilet-Bound Hanako-kun was a mistake

I don't know if my heart can take any more... TwT

First of all I was really mad because I started reading from chapter 22 (I think) because that's about where the anime ended, but once I came to chapter 30-something, the events of one of the last episodes in the anime happened

But between chapter 22 and that chapter were events that wasn't in the anime

AND THESE WERE INCREDIBLY IMPORTANT MOMENTS

ONCE YOU KNEW THESE THINGS, THE EVENTS OF THAT ONE EPISODE FEEL COMPLETELY DIFFERENT

I'm so angry about this =3= I would've loved to see the anime adaptation of that part in between too... T_T

Anywho I'm on chapter 39 and my heart is fucking dying (update from future Kate: I finished all 65 chapters and I wanna die)

It's not sad, I'm just so touched 😭😭😭😭

It doesn't help that it's midnight and my eyes are tired, but these last few chapters have been kinda weird because they're way smaller than usual but I can't zoom in because it gets blurry, so I had to get up close to my laptop to be able to read and I've been staring at it so intently for the past hour or so, using all my strength to be able to actually read the text TwT

My eyes and head hurts now >3> IS THIS MY PUNISHMENT FOR HATING CARROTS?! 😭😭

You guys have no idea how many times I was told to eat my carrots because otherwise "I'll need glasses" but IT'S SO NASTYYY

They're only good raw =3= Aaand I'm digressing againnn

I used to never cry but now I seem to cry about everything 😂

Sad? Cry. Angry? Cry. Happy? Cry. Frustrated? Cry.

But it's funny because nothing makes me feel like stories do XD Like, if something is bothering me irl then it takes quite a bit before I actually cry about it, but when I'm reading a book or something, I'm pretty much always crying because I FEEL EVERYTHINGGG

Nothing makes me feel more alive then getting my heart broken over a book/anime/manga~ =w=

THIS MANGA IS SERIOUSLY AMAZING THOUGH

IVE CRIED, IVE SQUEALED, I STRAIGHT UP LAUGHED AT SOME POINT (the scene where Hanako is messing with Nene's hair in the middle of class lol) AND THAT'S EXTREMELY RARE FOR ME WHEN IT COMES TO ANIME AND MANGA

I was reading some things that will definitely keep me up tonight (in a good way lol) and I legit covered my mouth and squealed into it while my heart was dancing because IM SO HAPPYYYYYY 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Honestly there should be a hidden camera on me whenever I'm reading because I either look like I've lost 3 children and a dog in a fire or like I won a billion dollars and Levi Ackerman proposed to me

And no, those were not exaggerations lmfao

YOU GUYS SHOULD'VE SEEN ME AFTER I FINISHED BOOK 6 AND 7 OF MICHAEL VEY, it looked like I had witnessed a family of dogs get brutally murdered and then fed to my children before being forced to murder them with my own bare hands and watch them take their last breath-

Holy fuck I'm so sorry for that image

I swear, one day I'll write a book or create a manga/comic so I can get all my twisted, disturbed, lowkey psychotic fascinations and fantasies on paper and fuck with people's minds and hopefully leave some deep psychological scars╰(*'︶'*)╯♡

I'm seriously in awe over the art

So many details, so many colors, so much storytelling in just one drawing ;w; I CAN'T GET OVER IT

It's so beautiful, I keep stopping up and admiring the artwork instead of just reading the story XD ITS SO GORGEOUS

What a talented artist ;w; I'm blown away

Aaand future Kate is back :3 I've finished the manga and now I don't know what to do because I have to wait forever between each update (since it's an ongoing series)

I want more TwT

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Today is not my lucky day XD

I managed to get a splinter in my thumb but it's such a tiny splinter (deep in my thumb) that I can't even get it out T_T

How can one tiny splinter make my entire thumb hurt so bad? TwT At least the pain is gone now :'>

now my legs are stinging so bad

This is a story that's probably a little weird for the guys to read about but I doN'T CAREEEE XD

I was in the shower and I was gonna shave my legs but I was all out of those extra razor blade thingies so I had to use one of my mom's razor blade thingies

In case my translation is off lol, here's what I'm talking about XD

And at first I was really fascinated because I guess there was soap on it because it was really slimy and it seemed to glide so smoothly lol

I looked up to rinse the razor, and when I looked back down, I had so many cuts on my leg ;w;

And I never get cuts!! How did I manage to do that?! XD I swear I have at least five cuts on both legs and now they're stinging so bad =3=

CURSE YOU, SOAPY, SLIMY RAZOR!! XD

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Did you think I was finished talking about Toilet-Bound Hanako-kun?

Psych bitch

Now it's time for the photos ;3333 Lol sorry (they're all spoiler free, don't worry ^^)

I live for Hanako being blushy and protective over Nene ╰(*'︶'*)╯♡

^ they're holding hands lasjalksasl

Ok from here on out is spoilers of the Toilet-Bound Hanako-kun manga, so read with caution! >_< To those of you ending here, I hope you have a nice day/night! ^-^

I lost my shit here

HIS EYES

HE'S SO SAD T_T

And then during that whole fake, painted world arc, when he just wanted her to live and be happy, my heart was dying the entire time

LOOK ME IN THE EYES AND TELL ME HE DOESN'T LOVE HERRRR

And then I also lost my shit when that one guys was gonna threaten Hanako, and he said "there's more than one way to threaten someone" (or something like that) and tried to kiss Nene:

My heart ;w; <3