I'm now in a state of depression :)

I seriously had to take breaks while editing tomorrow's speedpaint because I was getting so frustrated

My voiceover is like 10 minutes longer than the actual video so I've been cutting off as much as possible and I'm just gonna have to remove the entire second half of it and I'm so upset about that =3= I put so much heart into that voiceover, now I think I'm just gonna have to do the entire thing all over again even though I've spent the last two days editing it

Fml 😭😭

My marker paper didn't arrive this week 🙂🔫

If it doesn't arrive soon, I'm gonna go into a state of panic because I don't know how to cope with going so long without using my markers

I just ended up painting with gouache instead today because I was going insane :) I swear, I spent like 10 minutes on this and I don't know how

My arm just suddenly got supersonic speed XD It looks messy and sloppy but that's actually what I like about it lol, also it has my 3 favorite colors so it makes me really happy lol

I also had to order a new bullet journal because I've filled mine up so I have no bj spreads for July AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO COPE WITH THISSS IM GOING CRAZY T_T

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I hope we get some better weather soon because this rainy, gloomy weather is really affecting my mood and I've been feeling down lately =3=

So then I'm glad that I started re-watching Death Note with my sister (she hasn't seen Death Note before), it's seriously such a masterpiece and I love it so muchhh

You can't be an anime fan and not have seen Death Note, even non-anime fans could really enjoy this show, everyone should check it out! *^* I'm obviously referring to the actual anime and not the awful live action lmao

I've also been working on re-watching Re:Zero and omfg MY LOVE FOR THAT SHOW CANNOT BE DESCRIBED BY WORDS

If you don't know if you wanna watch Re:Zero or not, please watch this video (spoiler-free), it explains everything I love about this show

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I checked out a nightcore version of my new favorite song (World So Cold) and it literally consisted of Fate/Zero photos

My two favorite things, combined into one video ;w;

^ I hope these beautiful pieces of fanart makes you guys want to watch Fate/Zero because it's so good and I don't think I've ever been so emotionally invested in anything before in my life and I've also never cried to anything more in my life :)

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My mom surprised my sister and I with the new Sonic movie so the three of us watched it today! I actually liked it, I'm glad Sonic doesn't look like nightmare fuel anymore lol

For the first 10 minutes of the movie I just kept saying "awww" at Sonic because he looks so adorable! TwT

Sonic spoiler, read with caution :>

I kinda figured that no other Sonic characters were gonna be in the movie, but I was hoping that they were at least gonna be referenced

So at the very end, I immediately went "TAILS?!" but then I didn't want to get my hopes up so I told myself that it was gonna be someone else

I might've cried a little bit when I saw Tails

HE'S SO UNBELIEVABLY ADORABLE, I WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE HIM 😭😭😭😭💞💞💞💞💞

End of spoiler :)

I'm just gonna end with some My Hero Academia memes

And a bonus meme! :D