[I wrote this first part two nights ago lol]

OMFGGGG

AS IF THINGS COULDN'T GET WORSE 😭😭😭😂

It's 1 a.m.

I finally calmed down and was peacefully watching an art video on youtube, about to fall asleep [this was right after I wrote my last chapter about hearing noises and stuff lmao]

And then I think the audio of the video freaked me out because I thought I heard whispering for a moment so I put the flashlight on my phone on and looked up from my bed

ONLY TO SEE A SPIDER RIGHT ABOVE THE LIGHT OVER MY BED

IT WAS SLIDING UP AND DOWN SO FAST ALFHALJPA

SOMEBODY COME GET HERRR SHE'S DANCING LIKE A STRIPPER-

IVE NEVER SEEN SPIDERS MOVE SO QUICKLY BEFORE

So obviously I freaked out

AND I FEEL SO GUILTY BECAUSE I HAD TO WAKE UP MY DAD SO HE COULD KILL IT 😭😭😭😭😭 IM SORRY DAD

I could've just left it if it wasn't for the fact that it was right above my bed and it was moving alshaljdlk

Maybe it was the spider whispering to me 👀

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The night I wrote the part above, I dreamt that some creepy dude lured me in the back of his shop to show me some art supplies but I ended up getting kidnapped and human trafficked-

That was an awful dream 😭😂

Anywho lol, we had a girl's night last night :D We were 6 people all together (I think), and we just ate snacks, listened to music and spoke about all the people we dislike XD

My mom asked me several times if it was a party and I think she still wasn't quite convinced that it wasn't a party because she was up waiting for me when I came home XD Though my parents are the type of people who wouldn't be able to sleep until I came home anyway

The friend's dog came up to me at some point and was really happy to be with me, so T started talking about how all dogs love me again lmao, that made me really happy :'> 💕 Maybe I've inherited my dad's ability of having animals love me :D

We spoke a lot about the COVID situation too, and we all think it's crazy that there hasn't been any confirmed cases in town when it has been PACKED here during the summer

And we're not nearly as strict as other countries, we're not required to use face masks (haven't seen a single person in town use one lol), no one gives a fuck about the whole 1 or 2 meter distance thing, all we really do is use hand sanitizer lol

Pretty much all Norwegian people have been traveling all over the country since they can't really go anywhere else, and I'm lowkey angry about this because WOULD IT KILL YOU TO STAY IN YOUR HOME TOWN FOR ONE FREAKING SUMMER SO WE CAN AVOID A SECOND QUARANTINE??? WOULD THAT KILL YOU?????

I'm so angry about this 😂 I understand traveling to nearby towns, but does every single Norwegian person have to travel across the entire fucking country? It's been incredibly packed in town this summer, it's crazy how many people are traveling here

Like, I'm not gonna stand here and demand that people stay at home indoors all day every day because that's just not even a realistic demand, all I ask is that people find things to do within their home town or nearby towns instead of potentially bringing COVID all over the country :( I've been enjoying my COVID-free town XD

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At some point, we started talking about the last party we had and, of course, they started laughing at how little I can handle XD

I wouldn't be surprised if my new nickname would be "four shots" lmfao-

And I think Amalie or someone commented on how it's because I'm so small, and T turned to me and said "you might have a small body but you have a big personality" and I just sat there in shock for a moment

I think that's the kindest thing anyone's ever said to me 😭😭😭😭😭 That, and when T said that she thinks that drunk me and sober me isn't that different (besides the obvious symptoms of being intoxicated lmfao), so she doesn't think that sober me is boring like a certain other person 🥺🥺

And then all my friends promised me that they wouldn't forget about me when I move away and that they'll invite me when I'm home on the weekends and that they'll come visit me in the city and that made me so happy ;w;

I really pushed myself to talk while I was there yesterday (and today) and I'm actually really proud of myself because that's the most I've been able to talk with them :D I fall into little periods where I can actually manage to talk, but then I need breaks and I'm not always mentally prepared to talk so I fall into different phases whenever we hang out

But I figured that they've already seen me drunk twice so it's kinda weird to still be overly shy and socially awkward with them, they've already seen my hidden confident weirdo even though she's a ginormous wimp that I can't pull out most of the time XD

Speaking of drinking, we've decided that we're gonna have a girl's night again next Friday, and then a party on Saturday >w< And this time it'll be a full blown party like the first one we had, with more than just four shots for everyone (so I won't be the only drunk one lololol)

So ya girl is gonna be hungover and on her period when I move to the city XD WHY DO I ALWAYS GET MY PERIOD ON THE WORST FREAKING DAYS *flips table*

Yes, you guys basically know my cycle by now lmfao but I don't careeeee

One thing that worries me about drinking though, is that when it takes so little to get me drunk, it also won't take very much for me to have to be hospitalized... 😂

But I trust that my friends won't let me drink too much lol

I'll just be bringing 20% to the party but I'm scared of accidentally drinking the entire bottle or something-

And I'm gonna be traveling for 2-3 hours the next day and I already get super carsick when sober XD

I'm gonna try not to get way too drunk though, because
1) I don't wanna get sent to the hospital lmfao
2) I don't wanna be super hungover the day I move out :( Hangovers make me oddly sad and anxious, and I'm gonna be sad and anxious enough when I move away from home with two guys I don't know and knowing I'll be going to a new school with new people the next day and-

Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that I'm legit moving in with two guys 😭😭😂 I was hoping the third room would be taken by a girl, but all the girls T and her mom contacted (since they had to find a replacement when T decided not to move in anymore) didn't want the dorm, so it got taken by another guy instead :')

But I'm gonna keep telling myself that that's a good thing because girls cause unnecessary drama while guys are pretty chill! XD So hopefully this means no drama in the apartment :DD

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Anywho, we also spoke about conspiracy theories for innocent things like Disney movies and children's cartoons and I actually heard one last night that I've never heard before!

Apparently in the real story, Aurora (from Sleeping Beauty) was raped in her sleep and woke up from the pain of her giving birth to two twins. It wasn't true love's kiss that woke her, it was the pain of her going into labor

I had heard of this one before, but the theory with Peter Pan disturbs me so much T_T The one where Peter Pan is actually kidnapping and murdering children, hence them "never growing up"... ;-;

We started talking about such scary things and it was pitch black outside and midnight and we were all getting kinda scared so we had to talk about some happier things before we left XD

Then we had an entire discussion about bananas lol

Apparently everyone's been eating lots of bananas lately, especially at night XDD I've been getting hungry at midnight every night and I have to come up for some yoghurt or a banana, and apparently everyone else has too lmao

T (well, T's mom lol) was kind enough to drive me, Amalie and another friend home and the two of them sang "Baby Shark" the entire time and it was driving T and I insane lmao

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I'm sorry, I know this was a long chapter but I have even more to write so I'll be posting two chapters tonight lmao, I'm sorry :>