Hello :>

The weather is finally nice!! It's been so nice this week and I've spent sooo much time reading Harry Potter outside and playing with Athena

It's about damn time that we get a taste of summer 😂

Also, this happened last weekend:

Mom: I bought a mini ping pong table from one of your friends :D

Me: Why?

Mom: Idk :D

So we have a tiny ping pong table outside now 😂 I thought it was gonna be a waste of money because my sister literally never steps outside, but it's actually been a blessing in disguise because now my sister WANTS to go outside and play ping pong XD

We don't actually play against each other, we just count how many times we can pass it to each other without messing up lol

Our record on our first day was 5 or 6, and now it's 21 ;D We haven't played in a few days though because I've felt like shit lmao

Bruh my period was 5 days late :/ It was so annoying because I was still emotional and I still had cramps, so it was like I was on my period without the blood lol

Now it just feels like I'm having an extra long period XD I've also had really bad headaches this week and last week, but hopefully it's just a combination of stress and my period :')

I have no more school thingies!!! I had my math midterm last Friday, and then I had two presentations on Tuesday, AND NOW IM FINISHED!!!

Exams got cancelled but I still have two weeks left of school so now we're just literally doing nothing at school :') I've mentally already taken summer break lmao

Bruh I thought that my math midterm went really bad

Like with every form of tests, I was the first one to finish and leave, and I didn't think I did very well lmao

I got my midterm back on Monday, and I was already scared after seeing all the questions I skipped or got wrong

There was no grade on my paper because I had skipped a question and my teacher was scared that I had just forgotten to send it in, and I straight up went "no I skipped it" 💀

So he grabbed a pen to write my grade on my paper and I was mentally prepared to get a 2 or 3

And I got a 4??? Which isn't a very good grade, it's just average, but if you guys had seen how many questions I had skipped and gotten wrong, you'd understand why I was so shocked 😂

So I'm still getting a 5 in math class 😌 Those of you that are actually good at math are probably rolling your eyes right now but I've sucked at math for so long and I worked so hard this year and it really felt like I fucked everything up on that midterm :'>

My Spanish presentation went really bad lmfao but my Norwegian/social studies presentation went really well and I'm gonna brag about it because with the social anxiety that has ruined my life for as long as I can remember, I deserve to brag about this 😂

We were put into groups of 4 people plus two teachers (so we're 6 people all together) and we all had to present our work and then ask/answer questions afterwards

And not only did I go through with it, I went through with it without a script AND I did really well and ended up with a good grade >w<

So my social anxiety can take it and shove it 😂

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So apparently flying spiders exist now

excUSE ME

THERES A PLACE FOR CREATURES LIKE THAT

AND THAT PLACE IS CALLED SATAN'S BACK YARD, ALSO KNOWN AS AUSTRALIA

WHEN DID GOD DROP THIS??? I THINK THERE'S A GLITCH

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I might've ruined a few people's day 😂

I saw this post on Twitter (I just went in to get rid of notifications and this was the first thing that showed up)

So I thought I'd comment:

I might've ruined the day for 362 people 😂

(Also I mean when you play as Barbara and die, it's not a story spoiler or anything lmao)

You should've seen my reaction when I found out about that 😭 There's a hidden achievement to get killed by having a boar ram into you so I thought I'd sacrifice Barbara, and she freaking called out for her sister as she died and IM STILL HURTING

IM SO SORRY BARBARA

There was also a moment where someone told Barbara that the thing she cherished most had been buried, and she literally thought that her sister had been buried and she was so scared 😭😭😭

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I feel so bad for Misty ;-;

She has a wound on her head between her eye and ear, and she's had it for probably a month now because she can't leave it alone and she just keeps scratching the scab off :(

I've been trying to get my mom to call the vet for two weeks now and she finally did today XD I called her when I came home from school because Misty had just scratched her scab off and the wound was so fresh and it was bleeding pretty bad, and I was already feeling bad because it was an exhausting day and my head was pounding and I was on my period, and poor, hurting Misty was the last straw

I was on the verge of tears when I called my mom and asked her to call the vet and I guess that's all it took to get her to actually do it 😂 It hurts so bad to see such an innocent creature like that, and I can only imagine how badly it must sting

So now we have to put an ointment on the wound two or three times a day so it'll heal faster and itch less, and we also got a lampshade so she doesn't scratch or lick off the ointment and she looks so pitiful with it on 😭

Speaking of pets, Athena turned 2 years old today!!! :DDDD So she got a new toy <3

Also, have a picture of Carl laying on our balcony:

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I hope you guys are doing great :D <3 Imma end with the song that I'm currently obsessing over (and you should too)

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You gotta listen to the whole song though 'cause it picks up at around 2:30 ;)

It's right up my alley because the typical "me" songs are the songs that start off slow, emotional and sad but picks up at the end and becomes badass and powerful and rock 🤤

Like:
- Here For You by Devin Williams
- World So Cold by 12 Stones
- Last to Know by Three Days Grace
- Within Your Heart by Ends With a Bullet
- Where Butterflies Never Die by Broken Iris
- Winterblood by Emil Bulls
- The Grey by Icon For Hire
- Unfolding Time by Broken Iris
- and all my other favorite songs :)

^ seriously, all these songs are worth listening to 👌 Especially the first two I mentioned since they're my two favorite songs of all time (Here For You means the most to me but World So Cold is literally the best song ever created)