My sister just came upstairs in tears because of Final Fantasy 7

She doesn't cry

I'm scared lmao

I heard what she was crying about and my mom legit started crying just from seeing Hannah cry, and then I nearly started crying because I'm on my period and everything is 20x sadder to me right now 😂

Speaking of Cloud, I found a video... ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Yes, I watched all 8+ minutes of it and it was so worth it 😂

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Oh my god

I just thought of something I've suppressed for a long time 😂

I was changing in my bedroom and I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror, and I noticed a mosquito bite on the back of my leg (my upper thigh lmao) and I thought to myself "that doesn't really look like a mosquito bite" and I got flashbacks lol

It was several years ago

I had a bruise or something on my inner thigh (really high up lol) and i was wearing shorts so my mom saw it

And she flat out said "huh. That kinda looks like hickey."

And I just sat there in shock lmfao

WHAT ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO SAY IN THAT SITUATION?!

I almost got angry at her lmao, I must've been 13 or 14 years old and she was accusing me of having hickeys on my inner thigh?! XD

Thanks mom 😑

That's a memory I had hoped I had forgotten lmao

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I had a traumatic experience today 😪

Hinata's (from Haikyuu) birthday is on Sunday and I didn't know who to draw this week so I chose to draw him

I was working on the coloring today, filming the process like usual, when something started moving in the corner of my eye

Do you see the little black dot on the right?!

That's a spider T_T Luckily it was really tiny so I didn't freak out too much

He's dead now lol but Steve the spider will now be in my youtube video in two weeks

It's funny too because all you see is my hand jump back and me going "UAWH" and that tiny thing crawling into frame lmfao

I gasped and asked my dad to kill it for me lol and I guess Athena was wondering what was going on because she came up to me and begged for cuddles XD

(Ignore the bruise on my leg, I don't know how it got there OwO)

I love how Athena is equally photogenic as I am 😂😂💞💞

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I love Carl so much alsjalakalskdn

There's a second squirrel around here and they look the exact same, but we can tell who's Carl because he's not afraid of us XD

He knows that we feed him so when he comes up to the balcony and we open the door to drop some nuts, he doesn't even run away >w< Today he was looking around for some nuts but we hadn't put any out yet, so he legit came up to the door and stared at me, waiting for them lmao

He was right outside the door when I opened it to drop a handful of nuts, and he didn't even budge lol

I debated to go outside and see if he would stay if I was there, but I didn't wanna risk any of the pets getting out XD

Also, the only word that Misty understands is "squirrel", her eyes go wide and she instantly runs to the window to the balcony to watch him eat and it's the cutest thing in the world

(Ignore Athena's toy out there lol)

Look at how close he is :OOO

If any of the outside cats get to him, I'm gonna be so heartbroken T_T If I see him outside and one of my aunt's cats are around, I feel obligated to watch him in case something happens and I need to chase the cats away >_<

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I don't know what the fuck is going on but this thing is annoying the hell out of me:

It's been circling around the area all day long and it's getting on my nerves because it's obviously loud as fuck, and it woke me up twice this morning!! T^T Plus it scares Athena so she always sprints to me and has to sit on my lap and she goes crazy ;;

The first time I saw that thing was yesterday when I was sitting outside, and it was waaay lower then. It was right in front of my house and it wasn't high up at all so I was scared that it was gonna get stuck in some trees and blow up or something lol

I don't know what it is or what it's doing??? My first thought was "is that a fucking bomb" lmao but according to my mom, they're measuring the radiation levels or looking for minerals or something XD

I just thought that they were gonna blow up Sweden lololol

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This is the ice cream I've been talking about lol

So yummy =w= I had so many Nude jokes I wanted to say but I couldn't say them in front of my parents lmao

Anywho, I was outside reading Pet Sematary a lot today :D I couldn't read that much this morning because my dad talks sooo much when we're outside and I can't concentrate lmao

I'm nearly finished with it, I'm just getting through it very slowly because I'm dreading the end and I also just got my period so I have a feeling this book is about to destroy me XD

I don't know what to read when I'm finished with it though because I don't really own any other books T_T

Ok I'm gonna end this with memes lol

I'm also gonna end with my favorite song atm because it's by the same person that sings "Dance With the Devil" and I'm hoping Amalie will like it :DD

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Though it feels wrong to call it my favorite song because I can't choooose

I've also really been into this song:

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And my heart hurts too much to not mention the song that I've been obsessed with for the last few months:

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I found it the same day I found "Here For You" so it has a special spot in my heart 👌😂

It kinda got overshadowed by my intense and unconditional and somewhat unhealthy love for "Here For You" but once that started to die down, my love for "Calm Before the Storm" started growing and it's been my obsession ever since XD

Seeing them next to each other makes me so happy 🥰🥰 lol

^ this is why I can't talk about music, I get too happy and start rambling about it, I'm sorry XD

And speaking of rambling, I took some notes so that I know what I want to mention in my next youtube video

Dear lord

I don't think I've ever had so much I've wanted to talk about before 😂 I have a feeling I'm gonna have to cut a lot of it out lmao

Me: I'm sorry for rambling

Also me: *continues to ramble*

Ok I hope you guys have a good day/night! XD