Look me in the eyes and tell me this isn't the most innocent creature ever

This show is already doing things to me 😩😭😭💞💞💞

And I've only seen 7 episodes >_< I'm debating to just finish the whole thing tonight but I'm scared that I'll be up all night thinking about this show XDD (Kate from the future here: I finished the whole thing and I will most definitely be up all night thinking about this show 😔😔😭😭❤️❤️)

This guy is also a precious bean that must be protected at all costs

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That "people hangover" thing is so true right now lmao

I've hung out with my friends 3 times since last Tuesday and I was invited to meet up again tonight

And I feel dead XD I felt really bad because five people canceled, so I had to be the sixth person and "I'm sick" sounds like an excuse T_T

Apparently my immune system fails me every time I leave the house because I feel "bleh" again XD I don't necessarily feel sick, I just feel bad lol

My throat has been killing me but other than that, I've just had a headache for 3 days straight now and I'm so tired T_T

I ended up sleeping for about 11 hours last night lmao, I was exhausted yesterday and I'm still exhausted >_< I don't know if it's just because I've been used to doing nothing but schoolwork and drawing for the past two or so months and going to school again has me drained or if I'm actually catching a cold or something XD

I'm really not looking forward to the last week of school though... >_< I have school every day that week and it's gonna be so exhausting... It doesn't help that I have absolutely no motivation because we're finished with everything so being at school is absolutely pointless now

But I'm almost finished!! Two weeks left and I'm free!! >_<

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Ok I'm back a few hours after writing the start of this chapter, and I have now finished Given and I am broken

So the rest of this chapter will contain Given spoilers lol, read with caution :>

I don't know what happened to me but I seriously couldn't cry even though I really needed to T_T

My eyes welled up but I never actually cried which sucks because crying is how I cope with just about any emotion lmfao so now my heart is just aching like crazy 😭

That song fucking destroyed me

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"Would you die for me then?"

The scream

The fucking scream

My heart is now crushed into a billion pieces and I don't know if I can recover from this-

There's something about emotionless characters breaking down that just destroys me

Watching him scream and cry did something to me 😔

And then when he explained how he still sees Yuki, my heart broke all over again because now all I can think about it that every time he was lost in thought or looking elsewhere - he was looking at Yuki

But then the two main characters kissed and it felt like all my pain was healed :'> 💕 Until I finished the show and I went back to thinking about the song and a part of me is broken now

This was probably my favorite part lmfao

He threw a farewell party for his virgin self lmfao I can't breathe-