Progress!!
THIS DAY WAS A LOT BETTER THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE
I was having a bit of an emotional breakdown yesterday because I really hate my band, so I was super anxious all day :(
Art class was great, I got to continue my painting and it's turning out ok ^^
Obviously it isn't finished but the rose is, and I've gotten farther on the colors in the eyes ^-^
I had to stand on something so I could reach, and at some point H had walked past me and poked my leg and I accidentally let out a squeal (it scared the hell out of me) so that was kind of awkward XD
While we were waiting for our teacher in band practice, I was sitting with P and Mal and P showed us a recording of them practicing so others from our band walked over and started talking to us about it
Mal and I just looked at each other with wide eyes
THEY FINALLY SPOKE WITH US XD
Also apparently they had invited us to band practice yesterday without us knowing so they were waiting for us and we didn't know about it so we never came T_T I still feel so bad about it ;; Once they told me, I bent over and covered my face in shame and H put his hand on my head to comfort me but I sat up right as he did that so my head kind of just collided with his hand and I didn't know what to do 😂😂
He even sat down next to me in band practice!! If Mal and I get on good terms with him, I think we'll be included a lot more!! ^-^
I'm getting a lot better at the chords, H checked up on me every now and then but I was doing fine-ish XD We started a new song, and we practiced on the same part at the exact same time and Mal called us twins again XD I felt bad though because he was trying to say something to me but P was also talking with me and I didn't know what to do and I just kinda sat there confused :')
There was this lady there helping us (she was there to watch the teacher, she's a student at a college for music or something, she's also the lady that's in charge of UKM in town so I already knew her), and she was of so much help so Mal and I really want her to come more often ;; At the end when she was leaving, I repeated "I love her" and H looked at me so kindly and just smiled and said "I think she heard you"
So there's definitely been some progress!! I'm just gonna try to seem as happy and friendly as possible so they feel like they can talk with us and hopefully I can become friends with H, 'cause that would definitely get Mal and I more included! ^^
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