I watched the play with Amalie today!! (Or, technically it was yesterday since it's past 1 a.m. now, but whatever XD)

It was good, but I didn't like that it ended badly :'> The main character died :'>

I hate bad endings 'cause it always leaves me with a terrible feeling in my stomach for the rest of the day 😭😭

I kinda wanna join next year, but I don't think that would be a good idea... It goes on for so many hours a day for weeks no matter what the weather is like. I would want to be a soldier like Mal, but then I would have to run up and down the hills (whether it's burning hot, freezing cold or raining), without eating or drinking NEARLY as much as I should

Plus the practice can easily go on until 2 in the morning so it would also interfere with my sleep

And if you guys have read my other TART books, you guys know I already don't drink or eat enough, so this would be downright dangerous for me... I would have a bit for breakfast, leave at probably around 10 a.m., eat and drink absolutely nothing until I'm back at probably around midnight and eat a fruit or something before getting a few hours of sleep

And then get up again and run around in the heat all day

Yeah, I'd be basically asking to collapse

I'd also lose SO MUCH WEIGHT, I'm already so close to being underweight so I can't really afford to lose any more

But I still kind of want to join lmao

On another note, I found five smash's combined into one giant smash!!! :D

I just kinda took a quick picture, sorry for the bad quality :p also I didn't notice I had my drink between my legs lol, please ignore that XD