Mal came over today, and right before she got picked up, she offered me to come over to where her play is and just be around backstage

And I figured why not lmao

I felt so out of place :'>

Do you guys remember P from my previous book? The guy that Mal and I became friends with during the UKM competition? Well he's also a part of this big play, so I pretty much just stayed around with him and Mal XD

For the first half of the play, I sat there all alone in the cold :/ After that half, P and Mal sat with me and ate. I was cold so he even gave me his glove things :D Mal and I also ran and grabbed paper and a pen so I could draw :D

Mal got pulled away to stand and sell or something so she told P to take care of me. So he moved to my side of the table and watched me draw, but I was so flustered and stressed since people were watching me that it all turned out terrible. He kept patting me and comforting me every time I did one of those sad laughs at my drawings lmao. I gave up and looked at one of my older drawings on instagram and he kept touching my screen whenever it darkened to help me XD

Eventually he told me that he had to do something and left, and a little while later Mal came over and said that she had ran into him and asked where I was and he just said that I needed to be alone, she asked why, and he said because I was drawing.

He left to let me draw since it wasn't going so well while people watched :'> He was being nice :'>>>

I sat there drawing while they were out on stage, and they came and went every now and then. I even ran around with them backstage, they would dance and lip sync to the songs and hold onto me so I wouldn't fall over or trip over all the stupid rocks (it wasn't helping that it was dark out) XD I have no balance smh

I'm gonna go see the play on Friday with Amalie!! :DD