I've been really out of shape today lmao

First my sleeping habits are all out of whack because of that stupid sleep paralysis, and now I think my blood sugar is low

I've been kind of nervous all day for no reason, and when I went to draw now, I realized my hands were really shaky??

My hands were really sweaty and I started feeling all weird... Like I was anxious for no reason :(

I know I shouldn't have but I googled symptoms lol, and it sounded just like what I was going through >_<

Inking while my hands were shaking was hell

Also, I think this might've been what happened to me when I fainted in sex ed XD I had these exact symptoms that day (JUST SO MUCH WORSE), so I was actually getting scared once the heat hit me and I was getting dizzy ;;

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This next half of the chapter is really emotional lmao

I AM ACTUALLY ALMOST TEARING UP

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MYSTIC MESSENGER MEANS SO MUCH TO ME SO THIS REALLY PUNCHED ME RIGHT IN MY HEART ALSHSALSJALS HELP

Also, I was going through all my old liked videos on youtube, and I came across this ;;

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^ this will always be my favorite version of Everytime We Touch

Mainly because I listened to it while I was going through my major FNAF phase a few years back so it's really nostalgic for me lol

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^ all of you should seriously listen to this song T_T It's a mash up of "Take me to Church" and "Crazy in Love" and i get super emotional every time I listen to it :')

Both those songs mean so much to Mal and I because our friendship was pretty much built on those songs, especially when we heard the mash up XD

I know she won't see this but Yellow_Pill WE'RE SINGING THIS AT YOUR WEDDING AND IM GONNA MAKE SURE IT PLAYS AT BOTH OF OUR FUNERALS T_T

Those two are literally the songs that mean the most to me, along with "Battle Scars" TwT