Remember when I tried out a school earlier this year? (I checked out General Studies) We got to check out another school, and my first choice was really Health and Upbringing, but I came into Design and Craftsmanship but that's not so bad XD

It was really boring though-

We spent half the day just making a logo :'>

The school day was gonna last until 3 p.m. instead of my usual 1:40, and I also had a parent teacher conference at 3, then my mom had to go to the store after, and I knew I wouldn't be able to eat or drink at the school, so I would have gone from 7 a.m. to 5 p.m. without any food or water and I knew I was gonna get a huge headache

Plus I'm on my period so I was gonna get an extra huge headache :'>

So

Um

I told the teacher I wasn't feeling well and left during lunch lol

I feel kind of bad though because even though I wasn't feeling well, I'm used to it and I could have lasted the rest of the day, but I knew I was gonna feel so terrible by the end of the school day :'>

The parent teacher conference went fine like usual lol, I was just told that some of the teachers want me to be more independent :')

I decided not to finish Kingdom Hearts because there was no save point between two of the bosses yesterday and I really struggled with that battle so when I went in and saw I had to do it again, I thought "fuck this" and just watched the rest on youtube XD

And

oh

my

god

Watching that while I'm on my period was a mistake :)

I cried so hard-

[SPOILERS FOR KH1 AHEAD]

I was already emotional from Riku saying "take care of her for me, will you?" (or something like that), but when I saw Sora run towards Kairi

And they grabbed each other's hands

And then the moment their hands slipped apart-

BOOM

- the song from the start started playing 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Nothing could have prepared me for that

Seeing them drift apart was sad enough, but holy fuck I could not handle that song, I will never look at it the same way anymore

And then I cried even harder when she was in that cave back at the island, and she looked at one of the drawings and a tear ran down her cheek, then she continued the drawing Sora made

*cue heartache*

I guess even Misty felt bad for me, she crawled into my blanket and purred on my lap ;;

I'm still hurting and it's been hours

[end of spoiler]

I started playing the next game but honestly guys I just can't get past the combat

I absolutely hate it, I'm just gonna skip that game and watch the cutscenes on youtube or something :/

I really tried to get past it but alzhalsjpsip I hate it too much XD