This chapter is pretty dark, just skip it if you're uncomfortable ^^;

So, um... I slept over at Mal's with Amalie last night, and I'll write about that later, but I got picked up this morning and instantly went to sleep, and I've been asleep until now (2 p.m.)

I went upstairs and got some food (breakfast for me lmao), and I sat down on the sofa while my dad was watching TV, so he was also sitting in the living room.

I heard that my dad had got a message, and we've all kind of been on edge for the past week, and when he was driving me home this morning he had told me that my mom was a little shaken up because my grandfather had gotten worse... as in, near-the-end worse...

I kind of figured what had happened when I heard my dad say "oh no..."

Yeah... He passed away...

I'm glad he's not suffering anymore, and I'm glad everyone can get on with their grieving so they can get back on their feet soon, but... I really don't want to see my mom upset. I absolutely hate it, especially when she cries...

And I have no idea how to comfort people...

And even worse; I'm gonna cry seeing my mom so upset, and she's the type of person that cries when other people cry, so I'm just gonna make her feel even worse...

I don't know if my mom is coming home soon or not... I don't know what you usually do after someone passes...

I'm shaking... I really don't want my mom to suffer. But I guess the sooner he passed, the sooner she can get better...