I'm sorry that I keep writing about this ^^;

He's still alive ^^; My mom is really strong. She seems so normal and still smiles like nothing is happening. I've really learned to admire her and appreciate her during all of this

I feel bad for not spending time with my grandfather, but I don't want to see him like this... The last time I saw him was in May for my confirmation, but he was in a bad condition already then and I didn't want to see him like that... I don't think he'd want his grandkids to see him like this anyway

Anywho, my mom said that he actually asked for a glass of water this morning and ate a yoghurt sometime today. Which means he's either getting better, or he's really near the end...

The sooner he goes, the sooner everyone can stop suffering... Both him, and the people he's leaving behind. I just want my mom to finish grieving so she can get back on her feet. The longer this goes on, the more work she misses, and then she's gonna have a shit ton of work when she gets back, and she was already behind because of our trip to Delaware

And my mom stresses even when there's no stress to stress about ^^; She doesn't need any more on her plate...

Oh well... At least he lived for as long as he did, he lived four months longer than they thought he would.

BUT HEY IVE GOT SOME GOOD NEWS

I don't know if any of you have noticed this, but big art accounts on instagram occasionally get together to make a feature, and people can join with their art and it's a nice way to get noticed

I'm usually too late for these lmao, but I joined... maybe 3 in the past two months? Two of them are finished and I got no luck there lol, and the first part of the third one was posted and I kind of forgot about it

Until I got a notification that someone had tagged me in something

I'm in the second group of winners, but at least I'm there!! And they even named me first!!! TwT

I'm so happy!! I was almost on the verge of tears when I saw it ;w;

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One more thing! I'm sorry but... I started back up with Mystic Messenger lolol

I got the Another Story!! So I can get V or Ray!!

Good lord I love both so much (we all already know that I have a thing for longer-haired V XD)

^ how can one picture hold so much perfection and beauty?

ALSO HERE'S YOUNG JUMIN CALLING THE INSURANCE COMPANY AFTER CRASHING HIS TOY CAR LMAO

I'm torn between Ray and V TwT Even though I love V more, i think I'm gonna go with Ray's route since I've already been taking all his answers and I'm scared of my sister spoiling his route for me XD

I'M READY TO HAVE MY LIFE DESTROYED AGAIN WHOO

Ok last thing, Mal's birthday is tomorrow!!

It's actually in 1 minute over here lol

I hope everyone has a nice day/night~