I feel like I kind of put him in a bad light in the last chapter, and I don't want you guys to think of him (if you figured out who he is) like that ^^;

It was my fault anyway, we drifted apart but I wasn't ready to let go.

We have so many good memories together and the entire reason why I am who I am now is because of him... Where'd you think I got all these Japanese emoji thingies from? :') He affected me more than anyone

I still find things that I know he would like and I would love to send to him and joke about, but I can't... I'm the one who called things off

Even though I'm the one who called things off, I feel like things ended way sooner... When he stopped coming to wattpad, we stopped talking together, he made other friends and I was stuck here

I was in a really emotional state (again, I had just posted the chapter about missing everyone), so I hit him up, but he was way harsher than I thought he would be... And what hurt most was that it was coming from him, of all people, who I thought would be understanding of what I was feeling...

I don't even know if I can call it a fight, he seemed completely unfazed by everything. He was just... cold. I was the one getting hurt and angry. I guess I was never important to him anyway, I guess he didn't care about losing me

Even though he was the one who got really harsh and kind of douchey, I was the one who started it, and I was the one who ended things, so I guess it's my fault.

I hope this cleared things up, I don't want you guys hating him >_<

I hope he doesn't read this lol, he's never in wattpad anyway :P