you know: a confession

You know, there is a lot that comes to my mind when I think of you.

You know you are different I believe,
You and I are so similar in many ways,
Yet we are so different than words can explain.
Despite our differences,
We still get along, smile and laugh,
Just enjoying each other's company.
You're not like the other guys before.

You know without you around,
I feel a little empty and I feel like I am missing something,
As if you are my missing half and when we are together,
I feel whole.
I just hope you feel the same too.
Because when we are together,
You give me some hope that maybe love does exist.

You know you never slept in my bed,
Next to me in the midst of the night,
But I miss your presence.
I miss you being next to me, even though you never slept next to me.
I just miss you.
I miss your hand in mine,
Because it gives me a warm feeling in my chest,
And it feels really nice.

You know I am happier with you,
I enjoy our late night calls,
I enjoy our conversations, even if they are random.
I enjoy your company.
I enjoy everything about you.
From your hazel eyes to the scar on your chin,
From your past to your present.
From your personality to your realistic outlook.
I just enjoy all of you.
I just enjoy you.

You know, I never thought I would feel this way about someone,
To write this form of poetry for someone,
To feel this happy about being with someone,
Of the idea of being with someone that I genuinely like.
It makes me terrified but I trust that you won't hurt me.
And even if you do, I feel like you would do everything and anything to make things right.

You know, I never thought I would write a confession.

a.b.