losing

Losing.
I am losing it.
I cannot tell the difference between reality and fiction.
My mind is at war with itself.
Fighting for control.
I'm losing this battle within my body.
My bones ache for attention.
But it isn't gaining the attention it wants.
It is eating away at me.
Clawing my skin apart from the inside.
I'm afraid this war will end bloody.
And I cannot stop it.

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