the water is rising

i am crying

still yelling

still battling

but i just want to let go and drown,

i

am

getting

so

tired.

that for a moment, I stop and I don't make a sound.

i just want to break this glass

and run away.

to just find someone,

that cares,

but someone,

that will stay.

i just wanna break this glass

and not wait

because before you know it

it'll be too late.

and i am asking myself in my head

as the water flows on my knees;

is it possible?

i cry more, and i yell

"please."