I had spent so long living this lie that when I return to my real body, it doesn't feel right. I look at myself and I see someone else. Grace keeps reminding us to take care of our real bodies. Jake looks far skinner and very depressed, a shadow of who he once was.

I do as grace says and eat and try to be active and healthy but I don't feel like myself anymore. I don't remember details of my old life. I looked at a photo of my family and cried because I can't remember anything about them. Grace has always been here for me but this time, she doesn't know what's going on. She pulled me out for a few days. 

When Jake got back from a supply run, he seemed to be in a sour mood.

(this is a mini chapter, the next chapter will be much longer and I think It would be tough to read through all of it at once.)