Listen to 'idea 22 - Anya Nami Remix' while reading this. for those ... feels-
trust me.
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I just want to lay down on the wet ground, rain pouring down on my face, washing me away but I don't want to care. Just listening to the sound of the rain drops reverberating in my ears and synchronising with my heartbeats. Maybe it is soothing only because the sky will never tumble down and the earth will never give me way to get buried deep within the moist soil. Why is the sound so soothing, as if luring me to get drowned in the sea of memories? Why is the thought of being in a complete solace so tempting? Why does the numb feeling I've got inside my mind feel more and more normal as time ticks by? Why the voices inside my head, those who haunted me, are the ones who comfort me now? Maybe only for a second, I'd like to never wake up from the dreams and nightmares tangled together, which have blurred the lines of reality, which have forced me to stare out of my window, zoning out, waiting for someone to rescue me.

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