Taehyung pov

I was in the corner of the room in the same position I have been from the past few hours. I loved her. Why did she do this to me? I can't help but to think in a negetive way. Am I easy target for being fooled? My team is in this situation just because of me. Because I liked her, all these happened. Didn't she even see me as her friend?

Why? Why only me? Why do I have to end up loosing my loved ones every single time? Am I that bad to not deserve some love from others?

I let my tears out. The tears I have been holding back from the start. The tears full of pain. Because of this the only hope and trust in people is gone. Every fucking time I learn a lesson to not trust people easily. This time I learned it very well. I cried and cried until there were no tears left to come out. The pain in me stays the same even though how much I want to let it go.

There was a knock on the door. I am not ready to face anyone right now. I don't have energy at all.

Jimin: Tae, it's me. Are you alright?

I didn't respond because what should I tell him, that I am alright and doing fine inside. It's totally the opposite and everyone knows it.

Jimin: Tae, don't think too much you need rest. Go to sleep please. I beg you to sleep Tae, dont think of anything else.

I care less about it. After all how can I not think of it again and again. Blame myself again and again. It left a scar in my heart that may not heal but remain as a scar forever.

A/N pov

That day will forever be remembered by everyone and mainly these three.

The next day, the three of them didn't step out of their room. Anyone didn't dare to knock on Jungkook's door after yesterday. Taehyung locks himself in his room for a day if things went out of his hands. Y/N, didn't feel hunger and didn't have the energy to talk to the people.

You are in your room on the bed. There was a knock on the door. You turned towards the door and sighed trying to set your composure.

Y/N: Come in.

The door made a click sound and it opened revealing Wendy. She came in and sat on your bed before you turned towards her.

Wendy: How are you Y/N? Were you okay there with JK and others?

She asked and you closed your eyes as you heard his name.

Y/N: Yeah. I am fine unnie. Just need a little bit time to recover.

Wendy: I don't want to insist but you can tell me anything which is bothering you right now. You are like my sister Y/N and I will surely help you in anything.

You smiled at her and decided to tell everything you wanted to.

Y/N: I went there with a mission. I tried my best to stick to the mission but he had the power to divert me from my mission. I thought I can do it. My heart said otherwise. Slowly, I realised I am falling for him. How ironic it is to fall for my biggest enemy. He totally diverted me from the mission and I am now his. He messed with my heart and labelled his name on it. I realised feelings can't be controlled and I don't want to cause any harm to others. The members with JK formed a bond with me which I couldn't deny. The bond is just like yours and mine unnie.

You bit your lower lip to control your tears. You never cried for anything this badly.

Wendy: Come here. Let me hug you.

She hugged you and you hugged her back. You closed your eyes and sat like that hugging for 1 min.

Wendy: So, I heard you decided that we would go back to Italy. Is it true?

Y/N: Yes. We would be returning to our country. Dad said it would be the best idea after whatever happened here.

Wendy: Yep. That's good. Then let's get back to our old lifestyle there.

She said smiling and you smiled back. But you didn't feel at east even though you know you will go to your old life. You just didn't want to accept the fact that you are going back. But you wanted to see him for the last time. You just want to see him, hug him for the last time. You don't know if it's the best idea but you also surely know that you wanted him.

Y/N: Um unnie.. Can I ask you for a favour?

Wendy: Sure Y/N. What is it?

Y/N: I want to meet him for the last time before we leave Korea.

She was surprised that you still want to see him after what happened because she knew that Jk would feel hatred towards you but your love for him is just indescribable.

Wendy: Y/N.. are you sure? You know-

Y/N: I know what you are thinking unnie. And I am sure that I want to see him.

Wendy: If you are that confident to meet him then why not. I will help you. Just tell me what you want me to do.

Y/N: I want you to contact Jimin for helping me meeting him.

Jimin is the only one who can help me right now. He knows Jungkook the best and he is the closest to Jungkook. You believe that he will understand you because he too knows your feelings. You will forever be thankful to him if he help you meet him.

Wendy: Will anyone from the group be considering right now? Are you sure Jimin will help you Y/N?

Y/N: Yes. He is the only hope for me right now. He will understand our situation.

Wendy: Okay as you wish. I will try contacting him and let you know.

You nodded as you smiled at her.

Y/N: Unnie, one more thing. Don't let dad know this. It will be like last minute meet with him.

Wendy: Okay. Now, in return you have to do what I say.

Y/N: What is it?

Wendy: You didn't eat the whole day and we let you be like that, now you should come downstairs and eat dinner.

Y/N: Unnie! I am not hungry. I don't want to eat.

Wendy: No Y/N, It's not a question. It's an order for you. You should eat and that's final.

You sighed as you know she won't back off like that. You nodded your head and she smiled before taking your hand, leading you to the door. As you walked you heard something more like someone running but you shrugged it off.

Hoshi pov

I saw Wendy noona getting inside Y/N's room. After she returned here I didn't talk to her or get to see her. She confined herself in her bedroom. I don't know why she was acting like that. So, I decided to go after noona to know about Y/N.

I reached her room and leaned on the wall beside her room to hear her voice. Wendy noona asked about her well being and she replied. I missed her voice. I missed her presence here. I will definitely take my revenge on that bastard JK for taking her away from me.

As they talked, I overheard everything. She confessed her feelings for Jungkook and I felt my heart shatter into pieces. She l-loves him? Every sentence she said was how she felt for him. Every word she spoke was for him not for me. The love I felt for her did not came back to me instead she felt the same love for someone else.

I used every ounce of strength left in me to not collapse on the floor and cry. Instead, I just stood there listening to her feelings for someone else. Tears fell on my cheek. I couldn't control them so I just let them out. I was with her for years, yet she chose someone, who she just spent 4 months with.

I shouldn't blame her for her feelings. They are uncontrollable. If she is happy being with him, then I am happy to see her happy. I should let her go for her love. She deserves it. She deserve every affection. I just continued to cry while thinking of us.

She planned to meet him before we leave to Italy. I will respect her desicion. I wiped off my tears and ran downstairs as I heard them coming towards the door.

She may not reciprocate my feelings but still I get a chance of seeing her everyday. I am  thankful for that. I came downstairs like nothing happened just now.

A/N pov

True Love is letting them go for their happiness.

To be continued...