Jk pov~

The words I said, I didn't meant it. At all. How can I kill the person I like? It's my fault to even kidnap her. Who knows that she can make me weak in my knees just by looking at her.

I don't know when or how but I am attached to her. But my only problem, she made me go weak in my knees, which I never planned for. She will become my weakness which isn't alright. The least I care is she is Lee's daughter.

If I fell for her so hard that I can't let her go, then I am letting her into this demon's world, where people don't care about the other person. This is a world where it is just kill and occupy.

"I can't let her invade my heart just like how she entered it."

After the argument with Taehyung, he is been showing me cold shoulder. It's going like a cold war between us. It's almost been a week since that meeting. I grew distant with Y/N. She too isn't affected by it.

In fact, after that day she too become cold towards everyone. Like a little secretive. She talks when needed. She is now acting like she is a stranger and a hostage caged in between the mafia. This act should be done at the start but she is doing it now. Well, I shouldn't think about this much because that is what I want. But not what I truly want.

It will be a lie if I say it is aching my heart seeing her like this being distant. Her, all flustered up because of the effect I had on her and making quick remarks for my talks is all I wanted to see. It's the actual Y/N.

I was in my room until there's a knock. I thought it would be Y/N so, I saw towards the door eagerly to know if it's her.

Jimin: It's Jimin. I have something to tell you.

My all hope sank into the water. I composed myself and said to enter when he pushed the door and came inside.

Jungkook: What is it Hyung?

Jimin; It's about Lee. He isn't ready to surrender in defeat yet. I don't know how he is all so confident while his daughter is with us.

Jungkook: I too wonder. Well, now what are we supposed to do?

Jimin: I don't know too. Maybe the idea you have said in the meeting.

My heart beat accelerated thinking of that. I even can't aim at her while looking deep into her eyes.

Jimin: Uh- Jungkook?

Jungkook: I don't know.

Jimin: Can I ask you something?

I nodded my head at which he opened his mouth and asked me the question which I never wanted to face.

Jimin: Do you....like her?

I just stared into the air not knowing what to answer.

Jimin: I understand. I know this is going to be the situation some day.

Jungkook: How?

Jimin: I saw how you look at her when she is talking or doing anything. I saw how your eyes observe every tiny moment of her. I saw how your eyes turn soft while looking at her when in reality, you are totally different with others. It's totally different when it is with Y/N.

Jungkook: I don't know hyung when I fell for her, when I started liking every thing she do, when I started admiring her.

Jimin: You are falling for her Jungkook. It's fate that you are tangled in this with Y/N.

Jungkook: I don't want to hyung. I don't want her to enter into my life and I don't want to fall for her even more than I do now. It's making me go crazy at the thought that she isn't permanent here. It's making my heart ache when I see her being distant. It's making me feel a different thing in my heart when she ignores me. I want her to be distant to me when in reality it feels like I am pulled towards her more. I hate it when she doesn't smile anymore when I am around. I hate it  when I am away from her. My heart says to go to her and check up on her. Do something which makes her all flustered and make her happy. Make her yours. Let her make you go on knees for her. I want the feelings in me go away when in reality it's totally the opposite.

I ranted out all the feelings bottled up in my heart until now. Didn't know that all those were about her.

Jimin: You are in love.

I think I misheard it.

Jungkook: What?

Jimin: You heard it right. You are in love with Y/N, Jungkook.

Jungkook: No, I am hearing things. Can you please say it again?

Jimin: Jungkook, don't avoid it. You love her. And it's so evident in your eyes. I just saw how you talked about her and your body language and everything clearly states that you love her.

Jungkook: I am sure that until now I like her. How can it turn to love?

Jimin: Love can't be understood in words. It's a feeling. You know it when you feel it. And you are feeling it. You can't realise it until a moment comes when you know you fell in love. But still, people can be dumb which is probably you. So, someone has to make you realise that you are in love.

Jungkook: Hyung! Tell me you are joking. Please. I am not at all for this. I am not ready for this. I don't want to hurt her.

Jimin: Its not some show Jungkook to be ready or not. It's a feeling which develop on its own. There's no backing out of this. Either you choose to continue or destroy but the love is always there.

Jungkook: I dont want her to enter into this world of us. It's the world where we can't guarantee our own lives then we shouldn't think of protecting our loved ones. In that also, Taehyung loves her alot. Like alot. More than me. He is more gentler than I am. He is a lot better for her. I don't deserve her. I don't even talk to her properly a minute and here thinking of spending my life with her. It's impossible.

Jimin: You know what Jungkook! There's not an impossible love story in the world. This feeling is the only one which make us happiest in our life as well as fear us the most. It adds another chapter in our life as well as break the barrier around our heart which may warm our heart or break our heart in the end.

Jungkook: I need some time alone. Please.

Jimin left from there without another word because he needs time to come back to his old self and can stop thinking of this.

Y/N pov~

In the past week, I decided to ignore everyone. Because of the decision Jungkook took and no one opposed it. Well, I actually should put on an act of being all smily and clingy to make them almost resist to even hurt me. And then we can continue with our plan. But my heart didn't let me do that. Whenever I am around Jungkook I remind of that meeting and his words which always pierce a needle in my heart. My smile drops eventually. My laughter fades. And I can't think of anything else accept his words and the actions which do the opposite.

I don't even talk to Taehyung afraid that he might continue to fall for me. I don't want him to fall for me. He has been my best friend apart my members. I don't want him to be hurt at the end. I know it will hurt him so much but I am trying to make it less hurt for him by not giving him his attention.

From the past week, I didn't talk much with the members and didn't give them their attention. I am afraid that they might make a place in my heart forever and make me feel guilty. They already are trying to make a place in my heart but I shouldn't let them. I am afraid I will break everyone's heart so much than it usually should be.

I am making myself a weak person. I shouldn't let my character down. I should have stick to my plan. I made it worse. I shouldn't regret it. I have to do this. There's no backing out.

He made me realise that there's emotions in me. I am human too. I have a heart too. It also longs for love. But, I can't fulfill my heart's desire for love. I don't want to break any other hearts anymore after I am done breaking my own.

"I am sorry my love. I have to break your heart and mine because I can't risk my world falling apart."

To be continued...