Right as soon as Jungkook closes the apartment door behind him he regrets it. His mind full of thoughts and emotions he's confused on if he should enter again and talk this out with Taehyung or if he should feel hurt and act defensive until the end of time.

He himself has done things that wouldn't sit well with Taehyung. He befriended Jaehyun, the guy who hurt two of his friends and had Taehyung having nightmares and shaking at the thought of lighters and flames that day Jaehyun threatened him and Yoongi before leaving months prior.

Jungkook also accepted Jaehyun's invitation to hang out two nights ago, Friday night. They saw a movie and although Jaehyun made Jungkook forget about Taehyung for the last few days sitting with him in the movies triggered memories of Taehyung. Jungkook felt guilty for a split second that he was sitting in Taehyungs favorite seat in the back of the theater while sitting next to someone else.

His back hits the back of the apartment door and he closes his eyes, I'm being stupid, I need to hear him out, he was even wearing his hearing aid as if he has been waiting for someone to talk to him Jungkook thinks to himself.  Suddenly his back feels light and he feels as if the air is dragging him to the floor until his back hits someone else's body and he realizes He is in Yoongi's arms. Yoongi opened the door which made Jungkook lose his balance. 

"Oh look whos still here" Yoongi mumbles pushing Jungkook off of him and into Taehyung's direction. 

"I'll see you guys" he says and he waves, Taehyung waves back. Then his eyes go to Jungkook who is flustered and trying to fix his shirt. Jungkook tries to force a smile, the corner of his lips slightly curling up but his eyes give away his forced happiness and he cant help but look to the floor as he signs a hello to Taehyung. 

"J-Jungkook we n-need to talk" Taehyung says trying to stay calm but his voice obviously shaky.

Jungkook nods and he moves his hair out of his space and sits down on the couch behind Taehyung, who is sitting on the floor.  Taehyung props his arm onto the table in-between them and puts his head on his hand. 

"I'm sorry" Taehyung says and he puts his arm down and looks down away from Jungkook. He closes his eyes. 

"I'm so stupid...I was o-overthinking and I... was scared to talk to you, I thought Jaehyun would try to hurt you because of me...So I thought what if I broke up with you...But I didnt want that... I thought I should get some space and so I packed a bag with nowhere to go....I left it at Jin's and found myself falling asleep in the cold outside causing me to get sick later on..I ended up staying with Jin and he wouldn't let me go to school or see you or anything until I was all better and here I am" Taehyung says in a soft voice. He looks up trying to read what Jungkook is thinking 

Jungkook's face is blank, his skin pale.

"Did you and Jin....Like have a connection?" Jungkook asks his heart starting to beat really fast, he never trusted Jin.

"Like romantically? of course not, he is just a friend" Taehyung says. 

I have something....I don't want to lie to you about Jungkook signs these words 

Say it or well sign it Taehyung signs Jungkook takes a deep breath 

I talked to....Jaehyun he signs the word talk out by letter since he forgot how to sign the word for talk due to being so nervous I know I shouldn't have been so open to him so soon, I didnt mean to Jungkook signs While you were gone I just I felt alone until I talked to him. 

Taehyung takes a deep breath "Okay" he says after taking a shaky breath "are you guys like...friends now?" Taehyung asks and Jungkook nods his head yes. Taehyung feeling overall guilt from leaving without a word just signs an okay in response. A part of him wants to scream 'How could you have felt so alone with Yoongi and Namjoon by your side', but the other part tells him not to be that person and to just accept what has happened that was out of his control. 

"we cool?" Jungkook asks out loud, Taehyung's hearing aid only helps him catch the word cool but he understands the main point. he looks up to see Jungkook's eyes that he missed so much cool he signs, Jungkook smiles happy to see his boyfriend again and he walks over to him and puts his arms tightly around him. "I missed you" he whispers knowing Taehyung most likely didnt catch it, but in the hug he feels his answer that Taehyung missed him too. Taehyung grabs pieces of Jungkook's blue t shirt into his hand tightly as if he never wants to let go. But inside Taehyung is holding in tears afraid of what Jaehyun is planning and how he doesn't want to lose Jungkook to someone like him. But if he does he thinks, it will be his fault anyways. 

"Can you take my hearing aid off it's not really working anyways" Taehyung mumbles into Jungkooks shirt, without a second thought jungkooks hands while still having his arms around Taehyung he manages to get it off and he lightly keeps it in his hand as he rests his head near Taehyungs. 

Jungkook lets out a small laugh from how tightly Taehyung's hands are attached to his shirt, Taehyung feels his laugh from the pressure from jungkook's chest on his head. Taehyung on the verge of tears just holds tighter not wanting to cry right now. Not wanting to start any sort of drama now that they've somewhat moved past the hard part that Taehyung had been avoiding to talk about for days. 

Jungkook lightly takes Taehyungs arms off of him, Taehyung unwillingly letting go of his grip. Jungkook with his hand slightly placed under Taehyung's chin tilts it up. 

"Don't think of breaking up with me because of anyone but myself or feelings that have changed, okay?" Jungkook says his words with a tone of begging. Taehyung doesn't hear the desperation in Jungkook's voice but its easy to see in the facial expression. Taehyung nods his head and lets out a small smile almost as forced as the one Jungkook had earlier but it is slightly true feelings.

What do I do about Jaehyun now? Taehyung thinks and theres a million more question in his head, maybe the only way I can know what Jaehyun wants is if I talk to him myself.